Help ctb despite second thoughts?

[kindawannacrylol]

Should I still go through with ending it, if I have second thoughts? Second thoughts really are just 'survival instinct' and I know I want to die and I have forever.

 

[Hope:-)]

I think second thoughts should always mean that you don't go through with it, x

 

[Idontmatter]

I agree, if you have second thoughts then I wouldn't do it. That's why I postponed mine several times

 

[Hercules]

If you are having second thoughts, you shouldn't go through with it. It is a very big decision and something that you can't undo. You should be absolutely certain that it is really what you want and that there is no other path you can take. If you are having second thoughts a part of you still has hope and wants to live.

 

[FrozenMango]

What are the reasons you have second thoughts? Do you think it will get better? Do you feel happy sometimes?

 

[kindawannacrylol]

What are the reasons you have second thoughts? Do you think it will get better? Do you feel happy sometimes?

Just a load of 'what if' situations, trying to tell myself it COULD get better and i COULD be happy, but there's no evidence for that, in fact it's way more probable it will get worse. It's just SI i think

I think second thoughts should always mean that you don't go through with it, x

Aren't second thoughts natural though? My body doesn't want me to die? Suicide is against my mind and body

 

[FuneralCry]

Only you know if you should go through with suicide, as after all it's your life and your decision and I believe that it's a feeling that the person has when they know that it's time to leave. Best wishes.

 

[ojinzo]

Should I still go through with ending it, if I have second thoughts? Second thoughts really are just 'survival instinct' and I know I want to die and I have forever.

I think second thoughts are a little more than si. I also believe it there is anything that gives a human a reason to live, they should.

 

[thebunny]

Just a load of 'what if' situations, trying to tell myself it COULD get better and i COULD be happy, but there's no evidence for that, in fact it's way more probable it will get worse. It's just SI i think

i think you still lowkey hope that things will get better and imo, that's something to hold onto because who knows, right? but then again, it is your choice and only you can tell whether you're ready to exit or not. i hope you'd have a clearer mind on such decision when the time comes. for now, i wish you the best.

 

[kindawannacrylol]

i think you still lowkey hope that things will get better and imo, that's something to hold onto because who knows, right? but then again, it is your choice and only you can tell whether you're ready to exit or not. i hope you'd have a clearer mind on such decision when the time comes. for now, i wish you the best.

of course I hope things will get better, doesn't everyone? But they won't and I've felt this way before, thinking things will get better and then they don't.

 

[outrider567]

Should I still go through with ending it, if I have second thoughts? Second thoughts really are just 'survival instinct' and I know I want to die and I have forever.

No, second thoughts mean you're not ready to CTB yet

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Ambivalence is normal and perhaps it's unreasonable to expect it to be completely eliminated. A good question to ask yourself would be , is it worth it to me to continue ?

 

[Astral Storm]

I think it's partly natural because of SI. The body wants to live and will struggle for it against everything but that doesn't mean that you want to too. Either way, if you are not truly sure of it then wait with it.

 

[Sky66]

Just a load of 'what if' situations, trying to tell myself it COULD get better and i COULD be happy, but there's no evidence for that, in fact it's way more probable it will get worse. It's just SI i think

Aren't second thoughts natural though? My body doesn't want me to die? Suicide is against my mind and body

I sense a lot of hope in your post. Do not ctb when there is still hope.

 

[Foresight]

I don't think second thoughts are just si.

 

[bmw8]

Should I still go through with ending it, if I have second thoughts? Second thoughts really are just 'survival instinct' and I know I want to die and I have forever.

Do not go ahead if you are having second thoughts as if you are succesfull there will be no going back.