CTB checklist

[MyStateKilledMe]

Over the past two weeks, I realized that everybody and their brother fully bought into the politicians' (and the bad politicians', to boot) Corona conspiracy. Which means one thing and one thing only: the lockdowns and the quarantines will be around got a long, long, LONG time. Any anti-quarantine protests quickly get shut down by police, social media sites quickly delete such event listings, and brainwashed virus nutjobs keep telling people to "stay home" and "social distance". So I decided to get serious about CTB'ing, because this is NOT the world I want to live in.

I made this check list. Please let me know if I left anything out or anything that needs to be left out. Also please note that if the quarantines were to end at any time before I actually apply my method, I will not be CTB'ing, provided that I "turn back" early enough.

1 month before

• Buy supplies, such as SN, N, strong garbage bags, helium, Benadryl, rope, Bacardi 151, etc.
• Create list of people to mail letters to in later steps.

2 weeks before

• Pick out any physical journals, print photos, or other physical evidence I don't want remaining.
• Pick out any virtual or online accounts I don't want remaining.
• Put all the supplies in a safe but not easy-to-find place.
• Type up, but not mail, any letters I plan to send later.

1 week before

• Call my friends and have some pleasant phone conversations.
• Buy any literature I plan to read right before CTB'ing.
• Bookmark any websites I plan to visit right before CTB'ing.
• Pick out a restaurant I plan to get take-out from in the next step.

2 days before

• Visit deceased family members at a cemetery.
• Eat a favorite take-out meal from a restaurant of my choice.

**** This is where turning back becomes impossible.****

24 hours before

• Close all my e-mail, group chat, messenger, and social media accounts.
• Destroy any journals, print photos, or other physical evidence I don't want remaining.
• Visit any favorite places withing walking distance of my home for one last time.
• Call the people I love and have a heartfelt, pleasant conversation, without tipping them off.
• Mail angry letters to my state legislature and governor, saying I CTB'ed because of their laws.

3 hours before

• Mail loving, apologetic letters to my family and friends, explaining that I CTB'ed because of our state laws.
• Mail a letter to my local police department, with my address and entry instructions, so I can be found quickly post-portem.
• Mail a check to my immediate family to offset my funeral costs.
• Gather all the CTB supplies within arm's reach.

1 hour before

• Put on the clothes I plan to CTB in.
• Destroy my cell phone and fill my home phone jack with epoxy. (to prevent last-minute calls to 911)
• Watch some nostalgic childhood cartoons and videos on YouTube.
• Read some religious or spiritual literature, if I feel like it.
• Read some favorite books.

FINALLY, CTB.

 

[lmroch]

This is a free simple site to document your wishes.
The site will take you to each form for where you are located.
Upload and Store all important documents, Some need witnessing, some need a notary.
There are two power of attorney forms, one for assets, the other for health.
Appoint who you want to take charge.
Make all your wishes known, music, food, OR nothing.
Share your information with the one/s you trust.
https://www.joincake.com/

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[MyStateKilledMe]

This is a free simple site to document your wishes.
The site will take you to each form for where you are located.
Upload and Store all important documents, Some need witnessing, some need a notary.
There are two power of attorney forms, one for assets, the other for health.
Appoint who you want to take charge.
Make all your wishes known, music, food, OR nothing.
Share your information with the one/s you trust.
https://www.joincake.com/

Thank you! This looks like a wonderful site!

I will take a look at it. I'm sure I'll end up using it, if my state keeps extending the quarantines. (For the public good, of couuurse!)

 

[lmroch]

You are welcome sweetie You know, no matter what happens with the virus, we all need to get these things in order. It just makes good sense.

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[MyStateKilledMe]

That hug photo is really sweet. Back when I had a social life, these hugs happened pretty often for me.

It's just sad that I probably won't be able to physically hug a real person for the rest of my life.

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

Nor will I Sweetie, but what we have is here and now. This is possibly the most historic times of any of our lives. And for Our World. There are things we can do to feel better. I did a post about what we can do, but no one seemed interested. I had it removed.

Everyone needs to realize.. Our Future, Our World's Future is in extreme crisis, and it is only You, and Me, and every other single person who can help. Instead of complaining we need to take action. If not for ourselves, for the children.

I have no interest in healing the world, to be honest. I just want to get out of it. It fell into the hands of the virus nutjobs, who delight in keeping people from socializing in person, and virtue-signaling while they're at it, with all those "stay home, it save lives" memes. It doesn't deserve healing. All the virtual hugs in the world are worthless compared to the real hugs I used to get, and those are gone forever.

After I catch the bus, the whole Earth can blow up, for all I care! It's not going to be my problem anymore. And a wooden box and 6 feet of soil will keep Corona away from me pretty well. It's an air virus, after all. Not to mention, I'll comply with the 6-foot social distancing law.

 

[Cashewmilk]

I wouldn't do all that and rely on one attempt like that. Honestly this sounds like a movie no offense. Can you imagine if you failed your attempt and ended up in a mental ward, then you'd for sure be trapped. This coronavirus shit will be over one day, and I'm gonna be here and look back on it. You should too.

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

I wouldn't do all that and rely on one attempt like that. Honestly this sounds like a movie no offense. Can you imagine if you failed your attempt and ended up in a mental ward, then you'd for sure be trapped. This coronavirus shit will be over one day, and I'm gonna be here and look back on it. You should too.

Well, I plan to use multiple method simultaneously, to minimize the risk of failure. Different methods that use different anatomical channels, even. Also, the letters will be sent just 3 hours prior. The USPS system is slow, especially now. By the time the recipients get them, the bus will be long gone with me in it.

The Coronavirus lockdowns could last well into 2021, especially in my state. (Hence my name.) I don't want to wait that long! I want to attend rock concerts, hug people I love (romantically, as family, and as friends), dance with strangers, eat in lively restaurants, watch a baseball game in a crowded stadium; you know, the things I know aren't coming back for years, or equally likely, never coming back.

Let's get back on topic. Corona lockdowns are the "first mover" for me joining this site. Next step now! What do you (collective "you") think of my checklist? Anything missing? Anything that shouldn't be there?

 

[Cashewmilk]

Btw, you make it sound as if your state and the CDC came up with "social distancing". I live in Canada and my health Minister keeps spewing the same stuff everyday on TV. It's worldwide and not just "your state". Ffs you Americans were very late to the party to begin with. It's the World Health Organization who came up with it. That's who you should blame. The scientists. Have you seen the movie "Contagion"? It was released in 2011 and they also did social distancing until they found a vaccine. Social distancing isn't an idea of "your state" or the CDC, it's basic epidemiology. And the coronavirus isn't a flu, it's unpredictable and there are now reports of young people having severe strokes from blood clots. That could be you. It's a deadly virus and I'm sorry if you don't care about the lives of people who are dying horrible painful deaths from this disease, I'm sure they loved to party too.

It's not a conspiracy, BUT it just goes to show that we truly don't have any freedom. This just proves that our governments can take total control and we have no way out, we truly never had any freedom. I always knew that, but now everyone can actually see it. I also think that the amount of deaths is a drop in the bucket, but it's still a lot if deaths in 1 month, and the frontline Healthcare workers are living a nightmare. There are refrigerated trucks acting as morgues because there are so many bodies. I wonder if the flu is like that? One things for sure, it's amazing for the planet. Humans are a virus infecting the earth, and this lockdown is allowing the air to clear. And honestly the population could use some culling, but I don't like seeing people dying in pain.

Well, I plan to use multiple method simultaneously, to minimize the risk of failure. Different methods that use different anatomical channels, even. Also, the letters will be sent just 3 hours prior. The USPS system is slow, especially now. By the time the recipients get them, the bus will be long gone with me in it.

The Coronavirus lockdowns could last well into 2021, especially in my state. (Hence my name.) I don't want to wait that long! I want to attend rock concerts, hug people I love (romantically, as family, and as friends), dance with strangers, eat in lively restaurants, watch a baseball game in a crowded stadium; you know, the things I know aren't coming back for years, or equally likely, never coming back.

Let's get back on topic. Corona is merely the reason for me joining this site. What do you (collective "you") think of my checklist? Anything missing? Anything that shouldn't be there?

Don't you have any close friends you can stay with? Or family?

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

Btw, you make it sound as if your state and the CDC came up with "social distancing". I live in Canada and my health Minister keeps spewing the same stuff everyday on TV. It's worldwide and not just "your state". Ffs you Americans were very late to the party to begin with. It's the World Health Organization who came up with it. That's who you should blame. The scientists. Have you seen the movie "Contagion"? It was released in 2011 and they also did social distancing until they found a vaccine. Social distancing isn't an idea of "your state" or the CDC, it's basic epidemiology. And the coronavirus isn't a flu, it's unpredictable and there are now reports of young people having severe strokes from blood clots. That could be you. It's a deadly virus and I'm sorry if you don't care about the lives of people who are dying horrible painful deaths from this disease, I'm sure they loved to party too.

It's not a conspiracy, BUT it just goes to show that we truly don't have any freedom. This just proves that our governments can take total control and we have no way out, we truly never had any freedom. I always knew that, but now everyone can actually see it. I also think that the amount of deaths is a drop in the bucket, but it's still a lot if deaths in 1 month, and the frontline Healthcare workers are living a nightmare. There are refrigerated trucks acting as morgues because there are so many bodies. I wonder if the flu is like that? One things for sure, it's amazing for the planet. Humans are a virus infecting the earth, and this lockdown is allowing the air to clear. And honestly the population could use some culling, but I don't like seeing people dying in pain.

Don't you have any close friends you can stay with? Or family?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I don't have the patience or the energy to argue this. You didn't tell me anything I don't already know, or maybe you bought into the conspiracy too. Drop the MHP-style spiel. Just tell me if my checklist is good or not. If you can't, then we're done!

And if I blamed the WHO, and picked my name accordingly, I'd be inadvertently blaming a very good British rock band The Who. Hehe!

 

[Lorntroubles]

Not too bad of a list but does your family really want to have a letter of you complaining about your lawmakers? Do you want to put forth effort to write letters to these guys? You will just seem nutty to them and not make a statement. They did not put a gun to your head. And well...coronavirus is very real.

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

Do you want to put forth effort to write letters to these guys? You will just seem nutty to them and not make a statement.

Sure, why not? What have I got to lose? Even if they think I'm nuts, I'll be socially distancing 6 feet from them. Just down instead of horizontally.

 

[Lorntroubles]

It's expected there to be more suicides with declining mental health during these times. Guess you will be wasting your energy on people you don't even know. I doubt they will feel bad or punished so why bother? If this is what you want, then do what you must.

 

[Aap]

I can only give you the advice I gave before, this is one case that it will get better. Think of how sweet it will be to be back with friends. Even if opening is delayed in your state, why not take a trip to a state where it isn't. Find a place where people go to party. Have fun. Have a meet up. Meet new people (or take non judgmental friends) and see new things.

DO NOT mail the letters to legislators early. Mail everything together. The letter you are going to write WILL have the potential to get you picked up for "help" or arrest. These things can happenVERY quickly if you are perceived a threat or someone wants to make an example.

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

I can only give you the advice I gave before, this is one case that it will get better. Think of how sweet it will be to be back with friends. Even if opening is delayed in your state, why not take a trip to a state where it isn't. Find a place where people go to party. Have fun. Have a meet up. Meet new people (or take non judgmental friends) and see new things.

Please stop!!! My state will not get better until 2021, I know that for sure. And April alone felt like it was years long. Most people I know bought into the government's Corona conspiracy, and it's useless arguing with them. I'm aware of radical right-wing groups on social media who refute the Corona conspiracy, but I don't have the energy to look for them at this point. Either way, I'm not waiting until next year to enjoy life. Maybe I'm an oddball among CTB'ers in that sense. At traveling to another state, I don't know; I'm sure they'll have police checkpoints at the border. How the hell will I explain that my trip is "essential"? I'm done!!! Let's get back on topic.

DO NOT mail the letters to legislators early. Mail everything together. The letter you are going to write WILL have the potential to get you picked up for "help" or arrest. These things can happen VERY quickly if you are perceived a threat or someone wants to make an example.

Believe me, I'm aware of that. That's why I'm not putting those letters in the mailbox until 3 hours before catching the bus, and it'll be after that day's mail pickup, so they'll be sitting in that blue USPS mailbox overnight, unseen and unread. By the time the letters arrive at the state capitol or even their local post office, I'll be already dead. In fact, that's the very reason I'm doing the letters by postal mail and not e-mail. The time it takes for the letters to arrive buys me time to properly CTB. I would never send them by e-mail; knowing our pro-lifer government, I could have an unmarked white van outside my door minutes later.

 

[Aap]

Fair enough, we each have our own reasons.

 

[NefariousWish]

What state? Is it a liberal one?

 

[MyStateKilledMe]

What state? Is it a liberal one?

Yes. It's filled with social distancing SJW's and "stay home!" virtue-signalers. All because of a liberal-endorsed overhyped flu bug, fed by CDC's lies! Otherwise, my state would be reopening now. I'd be out with my friends, hiking or eating a restaurant meal, instead of on here. Hence, my name.

My CTB is politically motivated, it seems. OK, back to my checklist. Anything I left out or should leave out?