HangingTree
Waiting for the end
- Feb 17, 2019
- 8
Hey everyone,
I consider to CTB by cutting my wrists / forearms, but I don't no very much about it. Only to cut along my arm and take a warm bath before. Do you think a hot shower could replace the bath? I will also take aspirin so my blood can flow better. Is there anything else to know?
I'm not 100% sure about to kill myself. Sometimes I don't think about it and sometimes I'm very close to do it. It drives me crazy and nobody can understand that mix of feelings, even I can't understand that.
This thread is just in case I'm sure about it and I don't want to do any mistakes with this method. One week ago I thought if I die today (on my birthday) would be nice, but then I had 2-3 days which were better, so I don't know. I think I'm going to wait for the next down.
Thanks for reading and for your help :)
I consider to CTB by cutting my wrists / forearms, but I don't no very much about it. Only to cut along my arm and take a warm bath before. Do you think a hot shower could replace the bath? I will also take aspirin so my blood can flow better. Is there anything else to know?
I'm not 100% sure about to kill myself. Sometimes I don't think about it and sometimes I'm very close to do it. It drives me crazy and nobody can understand that mix of feelings, even I can't understand that.
This thread is just in case I'm sure about it and I don't want to do any mistakes with this method. One week ago I thought if I die today (on my birthday) would be nice, but then I had 2-3 days which were better, so I don't know. I think I'm going to wait for the next down.
Thanks for reading and for your help :)