Ctb because of age

[Bruces]

I wonder if anybody wants to go due to age,I'm nearly 45 and feel so old

 

[PrettyMoose]

It's one of the factors for me, yes. I don't want to bear the burden of increasing age and illness.

 

[mathieu]

I'm only 29 but not wanting to get any older is one of my reasons, yes. I feel like all the good times are in the past.

 

[watereyes]

18 here. Hate being young. 'aww enjoy life because you're young' aw if only I could.

 

[UrDreamz]

Yes a little older than OP.. I do not want anyone to have to take care of me and place that burden on others .. I rather do it in my time and free others from it.

 

[GoBack]

Yeah it's a factor, near OP age too , being here feels pointless now. No time to fix things, too much loss and not enough time or energy to get over it.
Plus I've aged 20 years in the past 3

 

[FireFox]

Yes
I am 23 growing up and ageing absolutely scares me.
I lived all these years and have nothing to show for it. People my age are doing big things. They are having careers , travelling, having partners, becoming famous more easier due to social media and rise of reality tv.
I am not where i am supposed to be.
I am single and unemployed which i feel is life not worth living
I feel lost all the time
I dont want to see the next 10 years.
I hope i am dead before 30.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

That is one of the big reasons for me, I want to be a child or even a teenager again to live a carefree exciting life preferably I would like to be a child again so with that in mind I feel extremely old at age 26 to me I might as well be 60 years old.

And seeing how old previous friends and aquintances has become is scary dozens have even had children which scares the shit out of me I remember these people as the young carefree person they were when they were children or teenagers and now they have children of their own. To my childhood and teenage years are living adulthood is just existing I never knew that life would end as an adult i.e. the carefree fun and exciting life got replaced by all the responsibilities of adulthood along with horrible physical and mental health, my life truly ended at age 20

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

I was 14 when I became suicidal. I'm 28 and nothing has ever changed when it comes to those thoughts. Cheers x

 

[SnakeTeam93]

Yes
I am 23 growing up and ageing absolutely scares me.
I lived all these years and have nothing to show for it. People my age are doing big things. They are having careers , travelling, having partners, becoming famous more easier due to social media and rise of reality tv.
I am not where i am supposed to be.
I am single and unemployed which i feel is life not worth living
I feel lost all the time
I dont want to see the next 10 years.
I hope i am dead before 30.

Wow you and me are almost same I'm just 26

 

[itsamadworld]

I also want to CBT due to age. I'm 39, but I don't want to deal with age related issues, so I hope to die before the situation gets too desperate, even if I have to do it myself.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Technically I'm 48 years old.
My body is 70, my heart and mind are 20.
Age is sort of a factor for me in that I'm realizing now I'm past middle age, and though my heart and mind refuse to believe it, my youth is over - I'm an old man now. I fucked up my youth, I have nothing to show for my life, I have accomplished nothing.
If I could find someone who loves me I could go on, but I'm rapidly running out of time. Or I'm already out of time. I don't know...

 

[Green Destiny]

I'm not to my 30's yet but I really don't like the idea of old age. Growing frail and possibly senile? No thank you.

 

[FriendofDeath]

When I'm at the doctor's office and see elderly people coming and going - not me. Please not me. I feel older than my years and if I had to run to save my life, I'd die. Yes, it's definitely a factor.

I've been suicidal most of my life. But I had some good years - had a very interesting job, fell in love and was a mother to the bestest boy in the world. Now that he's gone, it's hard to hold on some days. My cats and my mother have saved my life.