Venting CTB at the beach sounds so nice

[byebyered]

The beach is my most recent happiest memory. The last time I felt content. At peace. Hearing the waves , feeling the sand in between my toes , the smell of ocean water, cute annoying seagulls….ughhh I would love to ctb at the beach. The perfect view before I go. I would feel so calm. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

God I felt soo much relief & peace. I didn't think about any of life's problems, i genuinely enjoyed existing. Sucks I don't enjoy that shit rn

 

[FuneralCry]

But couldn't someone potentially interfere with ctb plans if the person tried to ctb on a beach. I associate beaches with being places where people visit rather than isolated places suitable for ctb. At least you have some memories of being at peace but it must be painful knowing you cannot enjoy things like that now. It really is such a cruel existence.

 

[quietam pacem12]

Ich kann dich verstehen. Mir geht's genauso. Das Meer, der Strand. Für mich ist das frei sein. Es gibt mir so eine innerliche, zufriedene Stimmung. Das Meer legt sich wie ein warmer Mantel um mich und lässt mich auf meine eigene Reise gehen.
Ich wünsche dir alles Liebe von Herzen

Aber könnte nicht jemand potentiell in ctb-Pläne eingreifen, wenn die Person versucht, ctb an einem Strand zu machen. Ich verbinde Strände eher mit Orten, die Menschen besuchen, als mit abgelegenen Orten, die für ctb geeignet sind. Zumindest hast du ein paar Erinnerungen daran, in Frieden gewesen zu sein, aber es muss schmerzhaft sein zu wissen, dass du solche Dinge jetzt nicht genießen kannst. Es ist wirklich so eine grausame Existenz.

Das stimmt. Irgendeiner läuft immer rum. Man sollte sicher sein, dass die Ecke abgelegen ist.
Und natürlich barfuß

 

[byebyered]

But couldn't someone potentially interfere with ctb plans if the person tried to ctb on a beach. I associate beaches with being places where people visit rather than isolated places suitable for ctb. At least you have some memories of being at peace but it must be painful knowing you cannot enjoy things like that now. It really is such a cruel existence.

I would ctb at night when there's less people & choose a spot where people aren't looking for crabs or anything lol but I guess someone could always interfere

 

[Forever Sleep]

Agree. I love the sea. ❤ I definitely want to say goodbye to it before I go.

Think I'd prefer to die at home in private, in the warm though... Maybe put on ocean sounds on YouTube in the background- or rain. Use them to help me sleep... may as well help me one last time.

 

[Outandproud]

I think its like sex on the beach. It all seems so romantic and poetic until sand stucks in ur buttocks

 

[Csmith8827]

Only with N...

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

I would love to go see a beautiful lake or something and then ctb