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PatheticCase
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- Oct 12, 2021
- 29
A couple days before my 16th birthday, I Od'd on benzos . It was my first (evidently) unsuccessful attempt. Now, I'm 23 and once again planning with my next birthday being exactly a month away. I'm not sure what exactly it is about birthdays that set me off, but each year just gets more depressing than the last. I'm aware that I have many things to be thankful for, and loved ones to cherish, but I can't handle it anymore. This will be my third (and hopefully final) attempt at finding peace.
I'm going to order my SN tonight.
I need to see if I have any anti emetics, although I'll probably have to settle for something OTC because better something than nothing, and then get an antacid as well as something else to soothe my nerves in case SI starts kicking in.
I plan to CTB before I turn another year older.
I don't know if anyone's gonna read this.
I know no one cares, but just felt like sharing on here because there is no where else that I could possibly do so.
I'm going to order my SN tonight.
I need to see if I have any anti emetics, although I'll probably have to settle for something OTC because better something than nothing, and then get an antacid as well as something else to soothe my nerves in case SI starts kicking in.
I plan to CTB before I turn another year older.
I don't know if anyone's gonna read this.
I know no one cares, but just felt like sharing on here because there is no where else that I could possibly do so.