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Venting Crying about wanting to CTB

Polyxo

Polyxo

Student
Mar 1, 2025
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I'm very desperate to CTB. I know it's the best thing for me. But I cry thinking about it because I think about how, if only I had been better/smarter/more likeable, I would have really had a place here in this world. I would have been able to stand at the side of the people I care about. I would have been able to see the beauty in things that other people do. I only ever wanted to be like those people. But I'm not and I'm just sorry for not meeting their expectations.

I think when I'm able to think about CTB'ing without crying about it, that's when I'll know I'm truly ready to go thru with it.
 
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Britney Spears

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Jan 4, 2025
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I love your profile picture, it makes me want to cuddle you. Sorry, I had to say it ♥️
 
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