darkSea

darkSea

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1. Mix 30mg of Ativan into 4 ounces of vodka
2. Prepare 2 fat lines of pure fentanyl -- About 100mg in each
3. Slug the vodka/Ativan
4. Snort one line of fent in each nostril, very quickly. (Making sure my nose isn't plugged up beforehand).

Lay back in a bed, on my side probably so I don't vomit and choke because maybe that would make extra noise? Or on my back to give me an extra chance of dying by choking?

Either at a hotel or alone in my apartment, I dk where I'm less likely to be found.

Possibly acquire GHB and use that with the vodka too.

What are the flaws in my plan, please? I'm terrified of waking up with the damage that would cause.
 
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Look, based on my nursing knowledge, you could commit CTB with only Fentanyl and Lorazepam would already be lethal depending on the dosage, of course. Regarding your position in bed, I advise you to be on your side or on your stomach. It's not a good feeling to choke, trust me... Are you sure about that my friend?
 
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1. Mix 30mg of Ativan into 4 ounces of vodka
2. Prepare 2 fat lines of pure fentanyl -- About 100mg in each
3. Slug the vodka/Ativan
4. Snort one line of fent in each nostril, very quickly. (Making sure my nose isn't plugged up beforehand).

Lay back in a bed, on my side probably so I don't vomit and choke because maybe that would make extra noise? Or on my back to give me an extra chance of dying by choking?

Either at a hotel or alone in my apartment, I dk where I'm less likely to be found.

Possibly acquire GHB and use that with the vodka too.

What are the flaws in my plan, please? I'm terrified of waking up with the damage that would cause.

Do you know the purity of the fentanyl?

Look, based on my nursing knowledge, you could commit CTB with only Fentanyl and Lorazepam would already be lethal depending on the dosage, of course. Regarding your position in bed, I advise you to be on your side or on your stomach. It's not a good feeling to choke, trust me... Are you sure about that my friend?

Whats the side of our stomach?
 
maniac116

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Personally I wouldn't try an OD.
Notoriously poor results, low success & risk of disability & further suffering🌹💔
 
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Personally I wouldn't try an OD.
Notoriously poor results, low success & risk of disability & further suffering🌹💔
How does taking too much fent have a low success rate and high risk of disability? It kills you faster than Nembutal.
 
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it sounds good to me, just make sure you're sure of the dosages beforehand and be sure that its more than enough. i don't think you'll fail so long as you make sure everything is pure, properly measured and enough to absolutely get the job done.
 
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random_user

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Honestly if you have 100mg of pure fentanyl why even bother with all that other stuff. That's 50 times the lethal dosis so you're pretty much guaranteed to be gone anyway.
 
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Honestly if you have 100mg of pure fentanyl why even bother with all that other stuff. That's 50 times the lethal dosis so you're pretty much guaranteed to be gone anyway.
that's true, though there's always the slim chance it doesn't work for some reason. at least in my experience.
 
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random_user

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that's true, though there's always the slim chance it doesn't work for some reason. at least in my experience.
Yeah fair point. But I think with fent you're less likely to have lasting complications if it fails compared to other methods like jumping, hanging or nitrogen.
 
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I don't know how you found 100mg of "pure" fentanyl but if you use it IM you will be completely unconscious and in respiratory arrest in a short period of time. Actually 15mg is enough for that. 5mg by IV route for someone with opiate naive receptors.
 
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May as well throw SN in the mix. Really drive the nail into the coffin
 
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Look, based on my nursing knowledge, you could commit CTB with only Fentanyl and Lorazepam would already be lethal depending on the dosage, of course. Regarding your position in bed, I advise you to be on your side or on your stomach. It's not a good feeling to choke, trust me... Are you sure about that my friend?
Would I feel the choking if I did all of that? Personal question, it sounds like maybe you did feel it in a similar situation?

Also no, I am not at all sure about it. I have a terminal and degenerative disease, so I'm just getting prepared for the future. I'm not clinically depressed, although I am quite sad about my health
I don't know how you found 100mg of "pure" fentanyl but if you use it IM you will be completely unconscious and in respiratory arrest in a short period of time. Actually 15mg is enough for that. 5mg by IV route for someone with opiate naive receptors.
I settled on insuflation because I'm concerned if I do IV or smoke it I might pass out before I inject or inhale enough to CTB. So 100mg in each nostril must do the trick, or is my thinking off about IV?
 
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Would I feel the choking if I did all of that? Personal question, it sounds like maybe you did feel it in a similar situation?

Also no, I am not at all sure about it. I have a terminal and degenerative disease, so I'm just getting prepared for the future. I'm not clinically depressed, although I am quite sad about my health

I settled on insuflation because I'm concerned if I do IV or smoke it I might pass out before I inject or inhale enough to CTB. So 100mg in each nostril must do the trick, or is my thinking off about IV?
Look, I've reached the practical part now in college, I don't have that much knowledge, I don't recommend it alone. And if I had a similar situation, I think so, I've choked on food several times, but nothing was serious. But I've already tried to commit suicide by hanging. There are many other ways to CTB.
 

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