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unabletocope
I'd like to shut down
- Mar 13, 2024
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probably why i am still alive. crippled by my issues in a way that is stopping me from getting things done. i am shattered. life, other people have shattered me in ways i am trapped. i need to die so i can be free. my choices have trapped me. it has all gone wrong. i cannot be helped or fixed, nor am i asking to be helped or fixed. i am lying next to the road, like a corpse or a piece of roadkill. i have been killed but i am dying slowly in maximum pain, because i am trapped, because there is so much that is unresolved, cannot be resolved and leaves no implications for anyone else other than me. i do not parade myself as a victim. all i can do is resolve what i can to myself, within myself. i am getting weaker, this task is too demanding, exhausting, no one can do it. i need a peaceful, private death. but until i can resolve myself to be able to die, my method will not come through. the struggle continues i guess
starting to think i can do it.
starting to think i can do it.
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