Crazy, insane, and not human,
Demoralization, dehumanization, desensitization,
The ultimate stereotype,
May it all die,
May the angels, the demons, the devils,
The Gods, The Heavens, The Hells,
Annihilation and Reincarnation,
Resurrection,
May the dreams, memories, nightmares,
Games, pranks,
Reality and simulation,
May it all die,
For only if I could live in peace and die in peace painlessly go back to nothingness not to feel nothing but become one with nothing,
May my virtues and sins die with me,
Then fall upon someone else,
Forgive me God for I do not believe,
You seem to be unworthy of me,
And me unworthy of you,
That is why you showed me nothing,
In my near death experiences,
Of multiple suicide attempts and you know,
All who played a positive, neutral, and negative role in it,
All the faces, and the names, and the numbers,
You can keep it for you deserve it,
It wasn't just me,
It was you too,
Just Us,
I'm looking for a better God,
For I fear that one doesn't exist,
Anything, everything, and nothing,
Seems to contradict but also exist,
May Death take me peacefully and painlessly,
For Death doesn't judge Suicide.
Demoralization, dehumanization, desensitization,
The ultimate stereotype,
May it all die,
May the angels, the demons, the devils,
The Gods, The Heavens, The Hells,
Annihilation and Reincarnation,
Resurrection,
May the dreams, memories, nightmares,
Games, pranks,
Reality and simulation,
May it all die,
For only if I could live in peace and die in peace painlessly go back to nothingness not to feel nothing but become one with nothing,
May my virtues and sins die with me,
Then fall upon someone else,
Forgive me God for I do not believe,
You seem to be unworthy of me,
And me unworthy of you,
That is why you showed me nothing,
In my near death experiences,
Of multiple suicide attempts and you know,
All who played a positive, neutral, and negative role in it,
All the faces, and the names, and the numbers,
You can keep it for you deserve it,
It wasn't just me,
It was you too,
Just Us,
I'm looking for a better God,
For I fear that one doesn't exist,
Anything, everything, and nothing,
Seems to contradict but also exist,
May Death take me peacefully and painlessly,
For Death doesn't judge Suicide.
