Craving Drugs

[YongeDundas]

I haven't used illegal drugs in over a year but lately I've been craving mdma, cocaine, LSD, and mushrooms. I remember having so much fun and happiness with them. I've been using alcohol but it's a very boring drug that just makes me sleepy and stupid. My spouse has PTSD and has had beneficial experiences with MDMA too which makes me more interested in mdma.

Anyway. Do any of you have any suggestions? I've heard DMT is a good depression cure. Not using drugs is making me miserable so I'm open to suggestions. MDMA has a pretty long comedown so I'm unsure about using it again.

 

[Rocksandsand]

I don't have any suggestions, but I just wanted to say that I am in the same boat. Alcohol doesn't cut it. I want something completely reality bending or completely sedating. Nothing in between or half arsed. I feel like as sentient beings we are almost obliged to fuck with our consciousness and sense of reality every now and then

 

[cryptic_cynic]

I'd like to try some of those as well, but I don't have any reliable connections.
There are a lot of street dealers around my area, but they all seem to offer only crack, heroin, and oxycontin.

I used to drink alcohol 24/7 but it got to a point where it didn't help anymore and just made me feel like shit.