Alecsa

Alecsa

Potater
Jan 21, 2019
94
How good is your life right now? Do you perceive yourself as "relatively attractive"? Would you say that if you weren't _SICK IN THE HEAD_ people would like you better?
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I'm so fucking ugly it's unreal. Oh my god I hate looking in the mirror in the morning.

Would you say that if you weren't _SICK IN THE HEAD_ people would like you better

I don't think they'd like me any more or less, since nobody knows how I really feel. I wear this fake, smiling mask every day and though it's been hard to wear the mask lately, I'm a half decent actor so nobody suspects a thing.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I'm so fucking ugly it's unreal. Oh my god I hate looking in the mirror in the morning.

I'm sorry you feel like that @21Neberg
because you have the loveliest generous caring personality and that comes over so much here xx
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,983
My life isn't great but I have been forcing myself out of the slump a bit and taking some good first steps. I just got a car again and today I hear if I get approved for an apartment (I think I will). I can never tell if I am good looking. But then I have a very attractive much younger gf so I must be doing something right. I think people like me generally as I can hold a conversation but I mostly keep to myself and choose not to engage. I think it's more a case of "I would like other people more if I weren't fucked in the head."
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
@Angst Filled Fuck Up keeping my paws crossed for you :-) and sending some good vibes your way ❤️
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I think I'm quite attractive (feels weird saying that). I think that if I wasn't so mentally ill/generally a bad person I'd be much more liked and lots happier.
 
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Koal

Koal

Student
Dec 16, 2018
101
I think I look alright, unless you get up close to me and see all the fucking dots on my face. People do seem to like my sense of humor, but I'm a self-loathing, depressive wreck with no self-esteem, confidence issues and anxiety troubles. Not very attractive traits.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I think I look alright, unless you get up close to me and see all the fucking dots on my face. People do seem to like my sense of humor, but I'm a self-loathing, depressive wreck with no self-esteem, confidence issues and anxiety troubles. Not very attractive traits.

But you like Bojack so you have excellent taste :-)
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
I'm no oil painting, but I've always seemed to do alright! Been told by others I have a dry, pitch black sense of humour that people seem to enjoy, even if it makes them slightly uncomfortable! I can hold a good conversation and remember the details, I think that comes from years ago when I was a trade union rep. It kind of helps me talking to new people. (When I feel sociable) Gives me something to focus on rather than my own problems
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I'm sorry you feel like that @21Neberg
because you have the loveliest generous caring personality and that comes over so much here xx

You're far too kind. You're so extremely kind yourself too, sending hugs somehow
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
How good is your life right now? Do you perceive yourself as "relatively attractive"? Would you say that if you weren't _SICK IN THE HEAD_ people would like you better?

For what it's worth - if you look anything like your profile picture, then I would say you are overwhelmingly beautiful

I know I would have friends if I weren't so fucked up in the head, my sickness ruins any ability to have a social life. There was a short period of time where I had friends and was actively involved in the community, but that's when I was smoking weed and it broke that barrier that I otherwise have with people. I didn't overthink every interaction, I /enjoyed/ being around people without this awful anxiety weighing down the whole thing... idk. It sucks, I crave connection with others but my brain makes relationships very difficult to initiate or sustain. And I just really don't know how the fuck to talk to people, i shut down completely in any social situation
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
Oh, people do like me.
The peoblem is just... ummh... I don't like them.
Minimum 99% of people have double standards or are just shitholes for other people or nature, and I absolutely hate both.
It's just a matter of fact, that you HAVE TO BE a shithole if you want to exist.
 
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