crap lifetime

[Darkover]

enslaved in awful shit and forced to live out your misery in a shithole and a hellhole this place is terrible and horrible
whats the fucking point to all of this life, facing our certain demise, how can anyone be comfortable with this reality enslaved
to live and die this awful way, it wouldn't be so bad if life was good for everyone but it's awful for a lot of people, i just wish
someone would end this hellhole once and for all, there's no point to living when we just cease to exist or exist in dreadful conditions
like the human condition it's a miserable condition that exist on this earth, life just deals a lot of people a bad hand in life for no fault of their own like me, how can life be good when there's so much death and destruction, it's better to give up than live this awful way, this place isn't capable of meeting our needs or wants its too much of a shit universe to achive that it doesn't care for the thing it creates
just brought alive to live out our miserys here, if i had to choose between being nothing forever or being human on this godforsaken earth i'd choose nothing forever, but that doesn't mean i don't want to live but just in a different universe with much better prospects for life to
actually live a decent lifetime but no we are in this shitty universe where everything is shit everything breaksdown decays, i just wish i had a chance at a decent life but no where near close to that here.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally always see it as being preferable to cease existing rather than being trapped in this awful world that is filled with so many risks and potential for harm. And to me existing is just so futile, unnecessary and unappealing as well, I see it as being cruel how people continue to selfishly procreate as they are just creating more suffering. I really wish that Nembutal was legalised, humans certainly deserve the option of a peaceful exit after being so unfairly forced to exist in the first place.

 

[novem]

enslaved in awful shit and forced to live out your misery in a shithole and a hellhole this place is terrible and horrible
whats the fucking point to all of this life, facing our certain demise, how can anyone be comfortable with this reality enslaved
to live and die this awful way, it wouldn't be so bad if life was good for everyone but it's awful for a lot of people, i just wish
someone would end this hellhole once and for all, there's no point to living when we just cease to exist or exist in dreadful conditions
like the human condition it's a miserable condition that exist on this earth, life just deals a lot of people a bad hand in life for no fault of their own like me, how can life be good when there's so much death and destruction, it's better to give up than live this awful way, this place isn't capable of meeting our needs or wants its too much of a shit universe to achive that it doesn't care for the thing it creates
just brought alive to live out our miserys here, if i had to choose between being nothing forever or being human on this godforsaken earth i'd choose nothing forever, but that doesn't mean i don't want to live but just in a different universe with much better prospects for life to
actually live a decent lifetime but no we are in this shitty universe where everything is shit everything breaksdown decays, i just wish i had a chance at a decent life but no where near close to that here.

It just occurred to me, that it is the _total control_ that we must blame for the lack of freedom to leave this world when things become un-repairable.
I bet, in 1960's people had more freedom to ctb than nowadays. N is one of the examples, other drugs were accessible as well, I guess.
Some say, that medicine is better now than ever before, but this is irrelevant. Medical imaging and transplantation maybe are better but for one particular person it does not mean much. If they are unlucky enough to be unrecoverable, they are just left to suffer. Add to it the face of capitalizzm that banishes people who are not good enough to work in its "fast-paced environments", and they are left to sleep in the streets while everybody else is just talking about how annoying those losers are.
Nobody wants to die because they live a good life, we want to die because we are forced to feel pain more than everyone else.

 

[leavingsoon99]

whats the fucking point to all of this life, facing our certain demise, how can anyone be comfortable with this reality enslaved
to live and die this awful way

Your guess is as good as mine. Personally, I think that suicide is empowering in some ways. It's running off of the plantation. Regardless of what the purpose of said plantation is. You're leaving. It's always struck me as curious that a society that doesn't mind if you starve to death also doesn't want you to commit suicide. Pardon the oxymoron. I'm not sure there is a purpose to life, other than just being... I guess. I could be wrong, though. Either way, I'm leaving this shitshow.