my endless blue
Member
- Apr 22, 2023
- 51
so, i don't know if you guys feel like this but... how can i not be a coward to ctb?
I feel the exact same way. My life is an absolute living hell but I fear that I'm going to be tortured when I die so I feel literally screwed
my endless blue
Member
- Apr 22, 2023
- 51
yeah. the society, religion, beliefs, all did that to us.
i don't want to suffer even more after i die, i don't want that. just want to finish my existence
Me too. I don't think anyone deserves that :( I have everything I need to CTB and I'm just a coward that can't go through with it
my endless blue
Member
- Apr 22, 2023
- 51
i think i want to listen to that song one last time. watch that show one last time. workout one last time. laugh one last time. see that person one last time.
or maybe, i'm just afraid of the "after".
but, still, i wish you nothing but the best, my friend :)
