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Christian1986
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- Jun 23, 2024
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Hello everyone, how it Looks by you all with the Courage for an SS attempt?
I tried partial hanging for over an half year , i hang around a Minute so that i cant feel the right Side of my Arms and Body for about 2 days after, but my survival instinct kick in and i have it Not Made to lost my councess. Now i have all Items for the SN Methode ( meto , xanax, and Chemical SN with Grade of 97-98) every day i think over it to use it , because i suffer from A Abusive Narcisstic Family WHO destroed my whole life, 24/7 loud Tinnitus,Insomnia, and deep Depressions. How is it by all you Guys ? Have you some attempts , or all the stuff at Home for ctb , but dont do it because of some worries or the SI ? ( My english is Not perfekt sry haha)
I tried partial hanging for over an half year , i hang around a Minute so that i cant feel the right Side of my Arms and Body for about 2 days after, but my survival instinct kick in and i have it Not Made to lost my councess. Now i have all Items for the SN Methode ( meto , xanax, and Chemical SN with Grade of 97-98) every day i think over it to use it , because i suffer from A Abusive Narcisstic Family WHO destroed my whole life, 24/7 loud Tinnitus,Insomnia, and deep Depressions. How is it by all you Guys ? Have you some attempts , or all the stuff at Home for ctb , but dont do it because of some worries or the SI ? ( My english is Not perfekt sry haha)