could someone please help me i'm so lost :(

[fruitcup333]

i feel so awkward finally writing something here and not just lurking lol but i really need help and i am just so lost
i've had this account since last year and on and off lurk when it starts to get really bad and i am finally at a point where i am just so fed up and sick of not doing anything about how i feel anymore
i'm interested in the SN method and previously knew more about it when i first made my account but since then i feel out of touch with the proper information and i really just need guidance at this point because that would just alleviate a lot of stress
like i've been trying to find this DMC source for like 3 days now and i've found nothing and i also have no clue when it even comes to the anti-nausea or whatever stuff but i'm also kinda scared because i want it to be somewhat peaceful but i've heard mixed things and like could i just take an edible and make it better lol??
sorry if this is written so poorly but i just really need help and i'm at like a very desperate point i just need answers and someone who knows to help me out because i am so lost

 

[reyonrays]

Hi there,

Sorry to hear you are going through this.

There is a lot of information on ss, and i suggest you read the megathreads, the sticky thread and take your time.
ae is easy to get through your local doctor, should not be hard to find.

DMC is one of the source that supplies sn, unfortunately i cannot give you a direct source but there is plenty of hint on ss, if you dont have the search function unlocked, then you can use this trick on google to search ss "dmc site:sanctioned-suicide.net"

Also try to search through the "y" russian search engine for the dmc site and turn off the search filter.

The only issue you probably will get is acquiring the benzos, you can try your local doctor or the dw.

The website consists of just three words, where DMC represents the initials of those words, like D**M***C****

Good luck!