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finchywart
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- Aug 8, 2024
- 14
i shouldn't have gotten a nose job because then i wouldn't have chased perfection. i shouldn't have gotten a second nose job to fix the deviation i got from the first, when i looked perfect anyway. now i don't recognise myself anymore and my nose feels strange, foreign, not mine, it's hard because of the grafts inside it, the surgeon didn't listen to me. i miss my unique features and i shouldn't have changed them. i look worse now and my face doesn't suit how i feel i am as a person.
i feel like ive already died and everyone who looks natural makes me sad so all i can do is ctb because ill never feel like me again. it's been months and months of anguish and torture because it isn't me in the mirror and photos are triggering. i used to like them because even when i looked bad, i looked like myself. now i look prosthetic. the change is too far to go back now.
i feel like ive already died and everyone who looks natural makes me sad so all i can do is ctb because ill never feel like me again. it's been months and months of anguish and torture because it isn't me in the mirror and photos are triggering. i used to like them because even when i looked bad, i looked like myself. now i look prosthetic. the change is too far to go back now.