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DarkRose

DarkRose

dark rose
Nov 25, 2022
169
I ordered SN a few months ago from IC. I was keeping it with me for when I was ready to ctb. But today cops pulled up at my house. Apparently Canadian authorities shut down the IC source and gave a list of people who ordered from it. So if you still have SN from IC you might expect cops to show up to your house. I live in the EU where the rules are probably stricter so I don't know if this going to be the case for everyone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,832
I saw another thread about this earlier, it's just so horrible and disgusting, you really don't deserve this, it's inhumane to me how suicidal people are treat like criminals simply for planning a reliable way to leave this world.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I am sorry for all of you going through this. I keep all of you in my thoughts.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Looks like I'm going to have to bring forward my OD plan to this week. I'm not planning to use SN anymore but if my family find out I've been buying things to ctb with my freedom will be severely restricted, may even force me into psych ward 😱
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
I ordered SN a few months ago from IC. I was keeping it with me for when I was ready to ctb. But today cops pulled up at my house. Apparently Canadian authorities shut down the IC source and gave a list of people who ordered from it. So if you still have SN from IC you might expect cops to show up to your house. I live in the EU where the rules are probably stricter so I don't know if this going to be the case for everyone.
You live in the EU? sorry to hear that cops have nothing better to do there
 
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losing hope

Arcanist
Apr 27, 2022
458
To fight back against these evil people, I would waste their time & ensure they are held responsible for your suicide. Like I am doing, see my post (#17) within this thread for more details on what I mean;

 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
Good thing I live in a third world shithole and the cops are more likely to raid my house to stole my stuff
 
Fl4u

Fl4u

Student
Oct 13, 2022
149
Did this happen to anyone in Germany so far?
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
They were in Texas this morning..
 
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gardenofaphrodite

gardenofaphrodite

Can’t catch a break no matter what I do.
Apr 12, 2023
142
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Meliæ

Meliæ

In recovery
Aug 8, 2021
127
If they come don't worry just say you're doing fine
 
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Meliæ

Meliæ

In recovery
Aug 8, 2021
127
Make sure you keep your SN in a safe place in case they come and then you don't have to worry
 
DarkRose

DarkRose

dark rose
Nov 25, 2022
169
Good luck to everyone. People in this world are ignorant and horrible.
I hope everything goes well for those who are concerned.
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
Same happened to me just a few hours ago. I live in Finland.
 
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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
488
What the fuck? What do the cops expect you to do? Hand it over? Do they search your house? Or is it a welfare-check?
 
notwhereIbelong

notwhereIbelong

I'm so tired
Feb 12, 2023
122
This is why I've been so scared to order SN, I know how European law enforcement can be when it comes to chemicals. I've been looking for a source from inside my country but even then I'm scared they're going to try and bother me.
Granted, they may not care as much in Southern Europe, but I'm still scared
 
Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
196
same!!!
they said they its an order from Interpol
i feel so stupid for not taking it when i had the chance!!!!
now my whole family, my ex stepfather (they went at his house to search for me!!) and my neighbor knows..
i havent even cried yet im still under shock
im feeling numb and have nobody to talk to
i think at this point i cant sink any deeper
 
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Meliæ

Meliæ

In recovery
Aug 8, 2021
127
same!!!
they said they its an order from Interpol
i feel so stupid for not taking it when i had the chance!!!!
now my whole family, my ex stepfather (they went at his house to search for me!!) and my neighbor knows..
i havent even cried yet im still under shock
im feeling numb and have nobody to talk to
i think at this point i cant sink any deeper
I feel the same
They came today

I'm terrified they continue investigating
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
196
I feel the same
They came today

I'm terrified they continue investigating
im so sorry:(
did you gave it to them?
if you gave it they will leave you alone
its not an illegal substance after all
 
Meliæ

Meliæ

In recovery
Aug 8, 2021
127
im so sorry:(
did you gave it to them?
if you gave it they will leave you alone
its not an illegal substance after all
They didn't tell me why they were coming they had the information I was suicidal but not that I bought something
 
Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
196
They didn't tell me why they were coming they had the information I was suicidal but not that I bought something
oh ok then you had more ,,luck than me''
they knew everything in my case
and searched the house until they found it
 
notwhereIbelong

notwhereIbelong

I'm so tired
Feb 12, 2023
122
jfc I've been reading through the threads and it seems this has happened to a lot of people. What do they think they're going to achieve? This will just scare already vulnerable people
I'm so sorry to everyone who had the police contact them/come to your door, this is no way to handle such a situation
 
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glossble

glossble

homesick â­’
Apr 14, 2023
109
I'm so scared right now. I haven't had a chance to order SN yet, what if they'll ban all the sources?
This is crazy, they don't even let us die peacefully

I'm so sorry that happened to you all, lots of love <3
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
286
Honestly just feels like sending a bunch of cops to barge down the door of someone who's suicidal is not the best idea.
 
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ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
Did this happen to anyone in Germany so far?

Yep:

 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Just had the police at my house too, voluntarily handed over the SN.

Now my family are asking questions, had to lie & say it was about drugs. Now I'm going to be under scrutiny 😡
 
Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,315
Honestly just feels like sending a bunch of cops to barge down the door of someone who's suicidal is not the best idea.
Law enforcement and mental health enforcers don't give a shit about harassing, humiliating, or aggravating anyone's distress. All they care about is rounding up anyone trying to leave this world as if they are prison escapees.
 
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