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Shewaitsforme
Arcanist
- Sep 23, 2018
- 493
So all in all ive been in hospital 5 weeks, i was sent home for a week but re-admitted. Even the nurse said i seem worse than when i was last here and tbh i feel worse. I have my consultant visit tomorrow and i know its not gonna go well because ive had drugs on the ward and i escaoed Friday was brought back by police. I just dont know what to do seems like im gonna have to find a way to kill myself in here but if im found ill be put on 121. So fustrated, its my life, im not on meds because he agrees i dont have a mental health problem but not safe at home. Loosing my mind in here, be alright if they had me doped up. Trying to be patient but when you have the plans in place and no discharge date its proper messing with my head