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tryme
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- Jul 19, 2024
- 9
I can't force myself to defeat SI, so I've been considering just leaving. It will be easy because i hate my family and this house, as far as im concerned i dont have a family or a home. I need to do it no matter what, even if i have to crawl and use the worst method, since very soon im going to be a vegetable from brain damage due to addiction withdrawal or many diseases eating me alive that i cant afford to treat. And i know i wont last a day on the streets, maybe it will finally push me over the edge. Im already in constant pain and discomfort so adding just one more thing might push me over the edge.