Thisisme373
Arcanist
- Feb 16, 2019
- 405
I'm considering attempting tonight, sn method, I won't lie I am scared, especially of failing. It's not ideal for me that my roommate is in next room so I am concerned about the agonal breathing (death rattle) n him coming in the room to check if he hears that. Like from what I've seen it's pretty loud. I have a white noise machine that I would use but I'm still afraid he'll hear me as the walls are thin.
I'm also scared I'll puke, I only have one 50g bag and I'd be making two 25g glasses so if I fail I got none left. I just have this feeling that I will survive and that scares me as it would be devastating.
Also a question, as I'm on anti depressants am I still ok to take them in lead up to drinking sn?
Why's it gotta be so hard to just die
I'm also scared I'll puke, I only have one 50g bag and I'd be making two 25g glasses so if I fail I got none left. I just have this feeling that I will survive and that scares me as it would be devastating.
Also a question, as I'm on anti depressants am I still ok to take them in lead up to drinking sn?
Why's it gotta be so hard to just die