Considering a jump tomorrow

[Wyldfyre4948]

Bank is overdrawn and my wife isn't going to come back. So I might try a 2 stage attempt tomorrow. Get a tourniquet wrapped and a leap into a quarry. I've been recording videos today and I'm just broken. Just need to Uber my way over and sneak in at dark.

 

[ChromeCake]

The walls look pretty sloped. Seems like you wouldn't be able to jump out far enough without hitting the walls. The water could make for a softer surface too. Not saying it won't work, but it could he nastier than it has to be.

 

[Aisley]

There are people reading threads here, looking for people saying where they'll jump and when, so they can call the authorities. Good luck on your way out.

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

I'll have a look at it tomorrow. Otherwise I might just opt for a long walk and VSED. I haven't been eating much lately and I'm probably not very well hydrated either. At this point I don't care if I suffer so long as it's over. My wife is my only reason for living, but that seems to be over. I won't be able to afford rent, food, and everything else. So I'm desperate to CTB and see my cat again. I also don't want to scar anyone by using a train or getting hit by a truck. So if I opt for the walk I'll bring my rope and give myself the option of hanging or a tourniquet. Just walk away and disappear.

 

[Next]

tourniquet wrapped and a leap into a quarry

I wouldn't be sure if this combination is any safer than either method individually. Every method carries the risk of failure. Here the risks rather than the chances of success add up.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Method sounds ridonkulous

 

[90starve]

are you sure the drop is high enough? i can't really tell from the photos.

 

[phersper]

I'm not convinced about the height of the jump nor the landing. What's clear is that you're rushing. Imo you should take a couple more weeks to think about it properly, not under the influence of strong emotions.
Send you a hug.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you so desperately search for, best wishes, it's certainly such a dreadful world we exist in where there is all this endless suffering.

 

[FindingHome]

There are people reading threads here, looking for people saying where they'll jump and when, so they can call the authorities. Good luck on your way out.

Really?

 

[Kerrtu]

Method sounds ridonkulous

I miss having more ridonkulous in my life.

Really?

Sadly yes. I wonder if they consider themselves as "life guards".

cue Baywatch opening