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ferrie
she/they
- May 19, 2024
- 300
An old friend I've known for like 8 years reached out the other day & invited me to a discord with a bunch of his friends. I really got my hopes up about rekindling that friendship, but it's all just been very bland surface level conversation. What you would have with acquaintances, not someone you used to talk to multiple times a day. I wish literally any of my friends that I had a close connection with still talked to me. Idk how I ended up so alone. Everyone really left me to drown at the hardest point of my life. There's always the opportunity to make new connections & I've always found ways to pick my self back up. It just seems pointless when as it stands I'm looking to ctb next week. Just really makes me sad that I'll die & probably no one will even care except my family