Venting Confusion. Brain hurts

[timetodie24]

I am so so confused about all the numbers. It comes back to message from several months ago. It has to relate to a date this month but keep getting different numbers and not sure which one relates to when. Having panic attacks at how close it is to end of 2024 which is incredibly dangerous. Running out of time and people have already gone because of glitch. Very little time to fix this. I have the location and method, please please just make the date clear. I will prove myself so that they give me the date, I'll do all the SH initiations first. I just need clarity on the numbers as the thoughts and confusion physically hurts. This is getting serious and i'm just fucking around . I need to stop whining on the site, stop dragging along services wasting time at 'mental health' appointments. I need to focus.