For almost two years I've been trying to get this specific job. I've failed about half a dozen times now. I've been adamant on getting it because it's the only escape from my situation. It would change a lot, not only financially but I would be in a completely different environment with the opportunity to have a broader perspective on life. Every time I get rejected, depression comes knocking. I just got rejected recently. The whole thing sucks because there are a few stages and I haven't even managed to pass the initial interview, which would only last a few minutes. I have the qualifications, I have the experience... but they won't give me a chance. I'm trying to not be suicidal, to not be affected by depression, but fuck... why do people have to be so judgmental? Give me a chance to prove you wrong, or so help me if you want me to suffer like this then just shoot me.
