TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
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While I still have my method (a firearm, shotgun) currently (away from my parents' home since I don't think they would approve of having a firearm on their property and in storage), there is no telling of the certainty of availability of my method in the future (things in life can change on a whim sometimes and other variables that come up and could mess up my plans). I also cannot keep it in storage for an indefinite time. I don't see any reason that I would not have access to it in the immediate/near future, but I can't say that for many months down the road or even half a year from now. Therefore, I have decided on a backup method (should my first method fail). I have deliberated between night night and partial, both seem to be able to accessible in private, with advantages and disadvantages in both.
Night Night
Pros: Able to use without relying on a strong structure or height to execute. Able to use with simply almost any material that will compress the carotid arteries and still comfortable around one's neck.
Cons: Might require more creativity and ideas to set up effectively, must compress the carotid arteries to be successful. Needs to be uninterrupted for a long enough time (maybe 30+ minutes to be very certain) to succeed.
Partial
Pros: Able to do without much knowledge and probably easier to set up than full suspension. The amount of preparation and materials are minimal.
Cons: Must make sure that the structure needed support one's own bodyweight. Material must be solid strong enough to hold one's weight without breaking (otherwise will result in a failed attempt). Needs around 30+ minutes of uninterrupted time and no interference to guarantee death.
Based on my comparison, I am leaning more towards Night Night being my backup should for any reason or circumstance that I am unable to access my firearm. However, one major caveat that I struggle with is that I am still unable to successfully fade or get even close to passing out by compressing my carotid arteries. I'm not sure if I either didn't find it, or if I am not compressing them enough? I felt some discomfort in my neck, and I didn't even start to lose conscious after 20+ seconds (some reports of starting to lose conscious around 10-15 seconds). If anyone has advice on this, it would be greatly appreciated.
Night Night
Pros: Able to use without relying on a strong structure or height to execute. Able to use with simply almost any material that will compress the carotid arteries and still comfortable around one's neck.
Cons: Might require more creativity and ideas to set up effectively, must compress the carotid arteries to be successful. Needs to be uninterrupted for a long enough time (maybe 30+ minutes to be very certain) to succeed.
Partial
Pros: Able to do without much knowledge and probably easier to set up than full suspension. The amount of preparation and materials are minimal.
Cons: Must make sure that the structure needed support one's own bodyweight. Material must be solid strong enough to hold one's weight without breaking (otherwise will result in a failed attempt). Needs around 30+ minutes of uninterrupted time and no interference to guarantee death.
Based on my comparison, I am leaning more towards Night Night being my backup should for any reason or circumstance that I am unable to access my firearm. However, one major caveat that I struggle with is that I am still unable to successfully fade or get even close to passing out by compressing my carotid arteries. I'm not sure if I either didn't find it, or if I am not compressing them enough? I felt some discomfort in my neck, and I didn't even start to lose conscious after 20+ seconds (some reports of starting to lose conscious around 10-15 seconds). If anyone has advice on this, it would be greatly appreciated.