committing suicide with my CTB partner next week!! :3

[marksofdespair]

I haven't felt genuine happiness in so, so, SO long, but me and my CTB partner just finalized our plans, and I am now in SUCH a great mood!! I met her on here and we have so much in common it's crazy. Feel like I got so lucky being able to do this with her. We've just paid for our hotel and I'm about to purchase my bus ticket to her state. I'm super fucking excited. It's kinda crazy to think the only thing making me happy is the fact that I'm about to take my life lol. We're gonna enjoy our time at the hotel for a couple days, get a shotgun, then blow our brains out. I'll finally be at peace. :)

 

[BillyBob]

Just be careful with meeting up with others.
There is also the factor if one of you does not go through with it then they will most likely be charged with assisting in someone's suicide so please be mindful of that factor.

 

[whywere]

Just be careful with meeting up with others.
There is also the factor if one of you does not go through with it then they will most likely be charged with assisting in someone's suicide so please be mindful of that factor.

So, 100% agree with you, I would check at least some of the legal aspects, just in case, never say never.

You are beautiful!

Walter

 

[Terrible_Life]

I haven't felt genuine happiness in so, so, SO long, but me and my partner just finalized our plans, and I am now in SUCH a great mood!! I met her on here and we have so much in common it's crazy. Feel like I got so lucky being able to do this with her. We've just paid for our hotel and I'm about to purchase my bus ticket to her state. I'm super fucking excited. It's kinda crazy to think the only thing making me happy is the fact that I'm about to take my life lol. We're gonna enjoy our time at the hotel for a couple days, get a shotgun, then blow our brains out. I'll finally be at peace. :)

It makes me kinda sad but I am happy that you are happy but still….how evil and sad is this world? Two people found themselves online you guys should go meet each other talk with each other maybe you both understand each others well and then you could be dating and maybe be a happy couple…but no unfortunately both of you probably suffered tremendously in life and your pain brought you together to ctb, this to me and really i am sorry to sound so dark and melancholic but to me this all sounds so bitter sweet sad like in the end at least the protagonist of a movie found someone and both like each other but they both will end it forever because their suffering was too much.

 

[marksofdespair]

Just be careful with meeting up with others.
There is also the factor if one of you does not go through with it then they will most likely be charged with assisting in someone's suicide so please be mindful of that factor.

Thank you, I appreciate your advice.

So, 100% agree with you, I would check at least some of the legal aspects, just in case, never say never.

You are beautiful!

Walter

I'll make sure in the moment we are both 100% set in stone on this. We have made it clear to each other if one of us wants to back out, that's totally okay. Thank you so much Walter!

It makes me kinda sad but I am happy that you are happy but still….how evil and sad is this world? Two people found themselves online you guys should go meet each other talk with each other maybe you both understand each others well and then you could be dating and maybe be a happy couple…but no unfortunately both of you probably suffered tremendously in life and your pain brought you together to ctb, this to me and really i am sorry to sound so dark and melancholic but to me this all sounds so bitter sweet sad like in the end at least the protagonist of a movie found someone and both like each other but they both will end it forever because their suffering was too much.

I appreciate your input. Makes me put things into perspective, but... I befriended her on a suicide site. I don't think the fantasy you came up with is very realistic. I don't know, maybe something could change but I'm pretty sure she is just as miserable as I. We do plan on talking and hanging out before actually ctb. I guess we'll just see how everything plays out. I don't know my heart is heavy and once reality of the situation has set in I do feel some melancholy. Thanks for your comment :)

 

[penguinl0v3s]

Wow, it's rare I see partners actually meeting successfully. And every time it works out, it sounds so lovely. Make sure to exchange video chats beforehand to verify they're real. Best wishes!

 

[OzymandiAsh]

Do you mean partner more in the CTB sense or the romantic sense? I'm guessing CTB sense cos you haven't been here long. In any case... Have a blast!!! lol

Hope y'all find peace :)

 

[marksofdespair]

Do you mean partner more in the CTB sense or the romantic sense? I'm guessing CTB sense cos you haven't been here long. In any case... Have a blast!!! lol

Hope y'all find peace :)

Oh man I mean my CTB partner, found in the partners megathread!! I should have made that clear, I edited my title. Thank you for the kind words :3

 

[Publicvoid]

Hoping to find a partner myself soon.

 

[OzymandiAsh]

Oh man I mean my CTB partner, found in the partners megathread!! I should have made that clear, I edited my title. Thank you for the kind words :3

Hurray!!! Bus buddies!!! (you can borrow the genius of this if you want :D )

 

[marksofdespair]

Hoping to find a partner myself soon.

try the partners megathread!!

 

[nihilisticmystics]

i'm very happy to be your partner in this

 

[marksofdespair]

i'm very happy to be your partner in this

you're the best person I could have found to ctb with :)

 

[darksouls]

good luck to you both, I hope you find peace

 

[ScholarOfDespair]

I hope you guys find peace :)

 

[Hollowman]

You said "a shotgun"? So that means one of you will have to see the other do it or the aftermath. Then the other does it immediately after. If it were me I'd get two shotguns and do it simultaneously. Whatever happens good luck.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

good luck to you both, I hope you find peace

thank you!! you as well