Empty RN

Empty RN

Student
Oct 25, 2018
107
I moved to a new state a few months ago and for the transition moved in with family members. I hit a huge wall and have lost interest in everything I have no desire to make friends because I know I'll be leaving soon. I have both N and antiemetics but mostly all I do is work and come home. I don't do anything else. If I'm late coming home my aunt gets concerned. I can't CTB in the house. I'd never do that to them they love this house. I'd like to rent a hotel for a few days. Any ideas what I should say as to where I'm going/ what I'm doing?
 
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blurr21

Student
Sep 13, 2018
152
Yes you cant risk being found with n you would need to have a little privacy for a few hours while the n does its job...
 
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Empty RN

Empty RN

Student
Oct 25, 2018
107
I think it's most important that I don't leave such a traumatic memory attached to their home. A hotel seems like the best option but I don't know what I'd say the reason for leaving for a few days would be as I've had no motivation to do anything the past few months aside from work
 
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Prime

A Nihilist
Oct 25, 2018
210
Since you have no motivation to do anything it will be difficult but you can pretend somehow that you are upset and you need to go on a vacation to cheer yourself up. Buy tickets and everything to make sure everyone believes you are really going on a vacation. Then you do whatever you want. But you will have to take care that no one gets interested in tagging along on the trip. You will have to come up with some good lies.
Hope it helps.
 
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