Venting Cognitive functions don't work

[sólstafir]

I felt awful when working, I feel awful in my lethargy when not working. My mind has stopped working also. Trying to make food and hands don't know in what order they should move if there are many tasks at once to do. I have driver license but haven't driven a car in years, because I would crash it. I avoid life do not experiece pain that comes from broken cognitive functions that create helplessness inside me.

 

[Xerxes]

I expect my actions to come out negative and therefore developed negative cognitive thinking which causes me to self-harm. I found out I do better when I feel concussed or have brain fog.