Cocktail of OTC meds

[kai2001]

Hi,
I live in Germany and have been trying to order SN from another European country a few times now, but always chickened out at some point due to my fear of somehow being caught. I tried ODing on 1 g of diphenhydramine (Benadryl), which was more an act of desperation and unsurprisingly didn't work, only gave me scary hallucinations, leg tremors and potentially even a seizure or seizure-like experience.

Anyway, since ordering SN is such a big obstacle to me, I was wondering if I could just make myself a cocktail of several OTC meds instead. I know that on their own they won't make me ctb, but maybe a mix of multiple could do it?

At home I have:
- sertraline (Zoloft, antidepressant/anxiety medication)
- bupropion (Wellbutrin, activating/energising antidepressant)
- aripiprazole (Abilify, used for schizophrenia usually, I was prescribed it due to my excessive pondering and overthinking i guess)
- diphenhydramine (Benadrl, sleeping pills)
- paracetamole

and I could definitely buy some others from pharmacies near me, there are multiple so they won't suspect anything.

Thanks a lot in advance for your help

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When you already chicken out ordering SN, are you really sure you want to CTB? SN is a legal substance, that's it. I doubt that an OTC meds cocktail will lead to CTB at all rather you may end up in a hospital.

 

[90starve]

personally, i think that you should look into alternative methods. i don't know much about the drugs you've mentioned, but OD is generally known to be very unreliable and uncomfortable. i will personally be choosing the charcoal CO method, there's no need to worry about sourcing the materials - they are easy to acquire, and not regulated or suspicious.

 

[befree]

Don´t experiment with any drug combo. Even OD´s with prescription drugs usually fail.

I have a diphenhydramine guide that I will post the next days. But additional drugs are needed.
SN is very easy to obtain in all EU countries.

Some books in German for you:

Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Selbstbestimmt Sterben Die Carotis - Methode.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Selbstbestimmt Sterben DIE HELIUM - METHODE.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Der sanfte Tod 2019_2020 www.sterbenduerfen.de Auch in folgenden Sprachen Englisch - Niederlndis--h ... - Spanisch - Portugiesisch (German Edition).pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I have a diphenhydramine guide

I'm looking forward to it!! Thanks!!

 

[befree]

I'm looking forward to it!! Thanks!!

You can find the guide in this book, chapter 15, page 45... :

Selbstbestimmtes Sterben Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist (Suizid) (German Edition).pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

You can use deepl.com

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You can find the guide in this book, chapter 15, page 45... :

Thx!! I downloaded it!!

 

[kai2001]

When you already chicken out ordering SN, are you really sure you want to CTB? SN is a legal substance, that's it. I doubt that an OTC meds cocktail will lead to CTB at all rather you may end up in a hospital.

No, it's not legal to own SN in Germany as a "normal" person. It's not possible to order it here at all without a certificate. That's why I considered ordering it from Poland, but I was scared of customs.

Fighting my SI is a whole other story, I mainly want to have the SN with me just so I always have the option to CTB whenever I feel like it's over

Don´t experiment with any drug combo. Even OD´s with prescription drugs usually fail.

I have a diphenhydramine guide that I will post the next days. But additional drugs are needed.
SN is very easy to obtain in all EU countries.

Some books in German for you:

Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Selbstbestimmt Sterben Die Carotis - Methode.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Selbstbestimmt Sterben DIE HELIUM - METHODE.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Der sanfte Tod 2019_2020 www.sterbenduerfen.de Auch in folgenden Sprachen Englisch - Niederlndis--h ... - Spanisch - Portugiesisch (German Edition).pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

Would you mind if I sent you a DM? Thanks

 

[Praestat_Mori]

scared of customs

within the EU there are no customs checks since decades! ;-)

 

[kai2001]

within the EU there are no customs checks since decades! ;-)

Yeah normally not, but I read that there are controls on sample basis / at random, right? but maybe I'm just too paranoid

 

[tweaka2x]

Look into propylhexedrine, dextromethorphan, and unisom.

 

[Hfb]

Hi,
I live in Germany and have been trying to order SN from another European country a few times now, but always chickened out at some point due to my fear of somehow being caught. I tried ODing on 1 g of diphenhydramine (Benadryl), which was more an act of desperation and unsurprisingly didn't work, only gave me scary hallucinations, leg tremors and potentially even a seizure or seizure-like experience.

Anyway, since ordering SN is such a big obstacle to me, I was wondering if I could just make myself a cocktail of several OTC meds instead. I know that on their own they won't make me ctb, but maybe a mix of multiple could do it?

At home I have:
- sertraline (Zoloft, antidepressant/anxiety medication)
- bupropion (Wellbutrin, activating/energising antidepressant)
- aripiprazole (Abilify, used for schizophrenia usually, I was prescribed it due to my excessive pondering and overthinking i guess)
- diphenhydramine (Benadrl, sleeping pills)
- paracetamole

and I could definitely buy some others from pharmacies near me, there are multiple so they won't suspect anything.

Thanks a lot in advance for your help

Hey! Bist du noch da ?

 

[loverula]

Look into propylhexedrine, dextromethorphan, and unisom.

should you take all of those together? how much should you take?