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snowee

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Jan 17, 2026
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I don't plan on this being my method because it would be an awful way to CTB, but how likely is it that a cocaine overdose would kill someone?

I'm curious because I had an incident the other night where I ended up drinking and did way more cocaine that i'm used to. At one point I was on the verge of OD'ing - fast heart rate, sweating, overheating, paranoia, feeling sick etc.

I'm genuinely surprised that the amount I did didn't cause anything serious. I had an ECG and my heart rate was fast but that was it. I understand it isn't good for your heart, especially when used with alcohol. My tolerance is high because I use it often in large quantities and i'm sure that the amount I did would be dangerous for a non user/casual user. In general how likely does heavy use end in death? I'd like to go on my own terms, so I don't want to accidentally OD.
 
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Dan-Star-HI

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Drugs have always scared me, especially the uncertainty of an overdose of any kind.
 
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don't most cocaine ODs happen cause they cut fent with it? So depending on how much you trust your sources, it can be a gamble cause you just never know what's in it cause just a little bit of fent will kill you.
 
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don't most cocaine ODs happen cause they cut fent with it? So depending on how much you trust your sources, it can be a gamble cause you just never know what's in it cause just a little bit of fent will kill you.

Drugs have always scared me, especially the uncertainty of an overdose of any kind.
I have a love hate relationship with drugs. It's my main coping mechanism and I probably wouldn't be here without them. On the other hand, I know it's making me feel worse. I agree with the uncertainty part. I don't want to accidentally OD when i'm not ready to go yet.
don't most cocaine ODs happen cause they cut fent with it? So depending on how much you trust your sources, it can be a gamble cause you just never know what's in it cause just a little bit of fent will kill you.
It's less common in my country so i'm not too worried about a fent overdose. I do trust my source but i know i'll always be taking a gamble.
 
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Dan-Star-HI

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I have a love hate relationship with drugs. It's my main coping mechanism and I probably wouldn't be here without them. On the other hand, I know it's making me feel worse. I agree with the uncertainty part. I don't want to accidentally OD when i'm not ready to go yet.

It's less common in my country so i'm not too worried about a fent overdose. I do trust my source but i know i'll always be taking a gamble.
I understand, dear friend, the ambivalence towards drugs is not uncommon and it is difficult to manage.
 
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I understand, dear friend, the ambivalence towards drugs is not uncommon and it is difficult to manage.
It really really sucks. On the positive side I just learnt what "ambivalence" means. Everyday is a school day lol
 
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