Cmht uk - ‘help’

[rachybee]

So my cpn has just called. She had a phone call from police re me last order of SN and their concerns and them flagging me as a vulnerable adult.

She says the police are very concerned.

I'm now scared re ordering SN even though I've found the DMC website and I think it's untraceable.

I'm stressing hard. My cpn is now aware and all I'm worried about is going back to hosp. And she says we can discuss it Thursday at my appointment but if the police have my name and address flagged - will I be likely to not get this? Even from DMC?

I wish I could be left alone to buy what I wish and end my life as I wish. All the other methods I've tied haven't worked obv but this. I want this. It will work. No one comes to my home so I can do it.

I just I think want reassurance from someone? Sorry if this is. Stupid post
I've managed to message DMC and work out that part. I'm just wanting this. But I'm concerned that my cmht have been informed. And they may put me back in hosp. She says they save that for people lacking capacity or imminent harm but I'm so scared.

I would discharge myself but I feel this would alert them more

 

[complex]

May or may not offer u reassurance but I literally am under cmht and waved my SN under their noses and they dismissed me and let me walk away with it. I am sat here with it sat upstairs waiting for my time to finally quit this sh*t!!! SI sucks bad for me!! But i have been in hospital twice in my forty odd years and yet .... So every case is individual and maybe they don't care about me but will u xxxx

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

How did your appointment go?

You can still have full capacity, but to them, having a plan, and wanting to die is 'lacking capacity' and they can still section you, especially now they know you have ordered something that is known for suicide = plan. It happened to me (different plan, but still).

Hope all went well