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prettykitsch
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- Jul 14, 2024
- 5
I've hit the point where I am very close to attempting.
I tried to overdose before, but I simply went to bed and fell asleep. I was told when I was checked out afterwards that what I had taken should have killed me. I tried to slit my wrists before, but I couldn't get the nerve to cut deep enough.
I only have painkillers, but I am thinking of going around pharmacies tomorrow to get as many over-the-counter sleeping tablets as I can, getting some alcohol, taking the painkillers, the sleeping tablets, the alcohol, and going in the bath. I am hopeful that if I do this, I will eventually pass out and drown.
I cannot think of any other way to end things and I cannot bear the pain of being alive and completely isolated for much longer. I have done nothing but cry for the past week.
I tried to overdose before, but I simply went to bed and fell asleep. I was told when I was checked out afterwards that what I had taken should have killed me. I tried to slit my wrists before, but I couldn't get the nerve to cut deep enough.
I only have painkillers, but I am thinking of going around pharmacies tomorrow to get as many over-the-counter sleeping tablets as I can, getting some alcohol, taking the painkillers, the sleeping tablets, the alcohol, and going in the bath. I am hopeful that if I do this, I will eventually pass out and drown.
I cannot think of any other way to end things and I cannot bear the pain of being alive and completely isolated for much longer. I have done nothing but cry for the past week.