Cleaning out before CTB

[girlsboysthems]

I'm just cleaning up my stuff so when I get back from my vacation I can take my time and decide how things are going to go. The only thing I cannot get rid of/throw away/donate are toys from my childhood. I have two *toy dogs, Nemo and Shaun the sheep (all toys). I don't know what to do with them. I can't leave them with my parents to be a painful reminder of me and I can't give them away because the last time I gave away my favorite blanket I'm just still not over it and I want it back everyday. I don't have the heart to destroy them or donate them either. They were just all I had. Help.

 

[RichardFirst]

You need to rehome the dogs if you intend to CTB. I'm a big believer in responsible suicide, and you have a responsibility to those dogs. I don't wish to sound harsh, and I'm not trying to be. You will find it easier to CTB knowing that all your affairs are in order.

Good luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like a difficult situation to be in, only you know what is for the best, but the reality is that no matter what we all have to die and lose everything someday. But anyway best wishes.

 

[girlsboysthems]

You need to rehome the dogs if you intend to CTB. I'm a big believer in responsible suicide, and you have a responsibility to those dogs. I don't wish to sound harsh, and I'm not trying to be. You will find it easier to CTB knowing that all your affairs are in order.

Good luck.

they are toy dogs from my childhood, not real dogs. fluffy stuffed dogs.

 

[RichardFirst]

they are toy dogs from my childhood, not real dogs. fluffy stuffed dogs.

I apologise. I must have misread or misunderstood your post.

When it comes to cherished possessions, it's hard to part with them. However, maybe if you gave them to a poor child with nothing, you could take solace that they would be cared for by someone else? It's like how musicians who are to die give away an instrument to a younger player so that it will "live on", so to speak.

 

[Octavia]

Maybe that you can take them with you to your final resting site? Personally I am planning to bring my Blahåj to mine.