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Suicideroomwannadie

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Aug 20, 2018
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Does any of you guys smoke cigarettes?.. i asking because i smoke a lot to shorten my life maybe get cancer even if its horrible way to die but i feel like its my only option since iam afraid to hang myself and there is no 200m height close to a place where i live.. i still saving money for Cyanide tho
 
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DF90

DF90

Experienced
Mar 18, 2018
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I've been smoking on and off for 9 years. About 1 pack every 2 - 3 weeks. Not really banking on it as a method or that it will kill me sooner, but if it does, so be it.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
I smoke and I love it, but to think of this as a suicide method is absurd
 
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Suicideroomwannadie

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Aug 20, 2018
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It could at least shorten my life no?
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
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It could at least shorten my life no?
Yes but if you live to the age where that becomes relevant then chances are you'll regret having smoked so long because you wanted those precious 5 years that you shaved off by smoking. :p
 
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EternalSanction

EternalSanction

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Jun 7, 2018
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I smoke from time to time, mostly when I'm out in the city or just feel uncomfortable. Kinda helps to suppress my anxiety for a few minutes.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
I smoke like a chimney nowadays.

I love it.
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
I smoke from time to time, mostly when I'm out in the city or just feel uncomfortable. Kinda helps to suppress my anxiety for a few minutes.
Agree. I'm a smoker just out of habit at this point and if I weren't suicidal I would definitely be trying to quit.

Say if I'm waiting a long time in a waiting room or something I'll always try my hardest to get outside and have a cigarette but it really feels like a socially acceptable reason to get the fuck out of an uncomfortable situation. I don't really enjoy smoking that much and regularly throw away half of it because I start to feel sick.
 
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HateFeelingFeelings

Member
Aug 14, 2018
13
I don't like cigarettes but I smoke hella weed. I know that isn't going to shorten my life but at least I feel good for a while.
 
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No Future

No Future

No One
Aug 6, 2018
96
My gran lived happily til 86 smoking 40 a day, whilst drinking cheap champagne regularly. If you're actively trying (versus passively trying) to kill yourself, there are many, many better ways that'll provide certainty. This definitely isn't it.

I mean, why kill yourself with cigarettes when you could kill yourself with cheeseburgers? Or alcohol? Or all three simultaneously? If your method is long-term self-destruction through indulgence, why settle on one vice? Indulge them all! Go wild. Enjoy yourself.

Not the most reliable method, gotta say.
 
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bbq1

bbq1

Gone
Aug 3, 2018
323
Try the Elvis (Presley not Costello) diet plan.
 
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Slacker

Slacker

⋔⊬ ☌⍜⎅, ⟟⏁´⌇ ⎎⎍⌰⌰ ⍜⎎ ⌿⍜⌰⟟☊⟒
Aug 17, 2018
298
... i still saving money for Cyanide tho

How much does a package of cigarettes cost today?
6 €?

So 1 package / day makes
365 d * 6€ = 2.190€ / year

So its 21.900€ for 10 years

Lets say u need 40 years to die from it when u start with 20 that makes
87.600€

I smoked a package a deay as a teenager and stopped smoking with allen carrs easy way. Not because of the money, just because its so pointless to smoke. For me it was just a psychic addiction with no real effect... just problems with breathing etc.

 
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killmepls

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Aug 19, 2018
85
Try the Elvis (Presley not Costello) diet plan.
I heard people warning about death from morbid obesity, I was thinking cool I like food, I am already ugly so that wont change much and I get to die!
 
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Wintergirl666

Wintergirl666

Member
Aug 29, 2018
25
I'm smoking since I was 13 years old (I'm 18 now) and unfortunately I'm perfectly fine. My best friend has cancer, tho. She's 18 as well and she's smoking too. So it depends whether or not you get cancer.
 
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Sidestep

Sidestep

Student
Aug 15, 2018
128
I've thought about smoking to take the edge off of things but my teeth are the only good physical attribute of mine, I can't ruin them! Most of my family members who are 40 and older smoke or have smoked since young ages and none of them have cancer or really any health issues from it. My dad quit smoking and became an alcoholic tho lul.
 
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Aragon

Aragon

ムーン・ヒーリング・エスカレーション
Aug 27, 2018
45
Cigarettes? You have more chance of having an heart attack for eating heavy unhealthy meals. I know someone who smoked like a trooper and lived till 90.
 
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Radaghast94

Member
Aug 25, 2018
50
I wanna quit smoking but I just know if I do im gonna go right back to cocksucking.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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I heard people warning about death from morbid obesity, I was thinking cool I like food, I am already ugly so that wont change much and I get to die!
Thing is about that you may have an injury from obesity that gives you horrible pain that leaves you disabled before a guaranteed heart attack does the job. It makes you lazier. Even brings more depression. You'll have doing the simplest thing because of how much energy it takes and the stress on your respiratory system.
 
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Phro

Student
Sep 1, 2018
183
I used to smoke. Unfortunately, I didn't shorten my life nearly enough.
 
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Mr2004

Student
Aug 20, 2018
174
I couldn't go an hour without one
 
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Phro

Student
Sep 1, 2018
183
That's how I used to be. Sometimes I still have cravings.
 
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Mr2004

Student
Aug 20, 2018
174
At this point I might as well be taking crack cocaine
 
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great-ape99

Student
Apr 22, 2018
111
I just talked to someone the other day that was going to die from a heroin overdose. He said he only injected 30 dollars worth and he was going to die. He stopped breathing and his skin was changing color. Only thing that stopped him was someone found him, and they revived him. It's not that hard to die a peaceful death. And he takes methadone so he had a high tolerance level. He said some people can OD on only 5 dollars of heroin.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I just talked to someone the other day that was going to die from a heroin overdose. He said he only injected 30 dollars worth and he was going to die. He stopped breathing and his skin was changing color. Only thing that stopped him was someone found him, and they revived him. It's not that hard to die a peaceful death. And he takes methadone so he had a high tolerance level. He said some people can OD on only 5 dollars of heroin.
that's great to know actually.
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I'm about to have one right now to help "cope." Lol.
 
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killmepls

Member
Aug 19, 2018
85
Thing is about that you may have an injury from obesity that gives you horrible pain that leaves you disabled before a guaranteed heart attack does the job. It makes you lazier. Even brings more depression. You'll have doing the simplest thing because of how much energy it takes and the stress on your respiratory system.
Yeah but I can take a bunch of pain drugs and medicate with food. If that doesn't work then the pain and depression should provide me the motivation to ctb. The whole point of getting super fat is that I am too much of a pussy to kill myself quickly but I like food so this looks good to me.
 
bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Yeah but I can take a bunch of pain drugs and medicate with food. If that doesn't work then the pain and depression should provide me the motivation to ctb. The whole point of getting super fat is that I am too much of a pussy to kill myself quickly but I like food so this looks good to me.
just from a self preservation perspective I can't die like that. Too shameful for me personally. But I don't blame you going out like that. I always drink and pig out before I attempt ctb.
 

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