
inhabitinglots
Bad Habit
- Oct 28, 2020
- 29
For a while I've been smoking cigarettes and really want to put one out one me, but can't decide where would be safest (or as safe as it can be) to do it, if that makes sense. I relapsed this year in cutting and while I know that's not real to some people, I can't kill myself yet for a few reasons, I have some stuff I need to take care of. A year ago I broke one of my fingers and I got lucky my family believed me when I said it was an accident.
I just want extreme pain without the consequences and can't afford to get caught, I'm sure everyone gets that. Hence why I can't decide whether or not to put it out on my arm or leg or how long to hold it there--? I need to do it and I'm going to do it at the latest this week, but I just wanted to ask the void before I do, I guess. Sorry I know this is odd, I talk weird I'm not sure why. Thanks for reading if anyone did.
I just want extreme pain without the consequences and can't afford to get caught, I'm sure everyone gets that. Hence why I can't decide whether or not to put it out on my arm or leg or how long to hold it there--? I need to do it and I'm going to do it at the latest this week, but I just wanted to ask the void before I do, I guess. Sorry I know this is odd, I talk weird I'm not sure why. Thanks for reading if anyone did.
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