Venting chronic illness + being alone

[notevenhere]

times like these i wish i had a life partner who can physically take care of me i need to bandage my infection put salon pass on my nape and make sure there's water next to me to sip but even moving a centimeter on my bed makes me feel like i will fucking puke when i had a flu i had to order my soup and getting it ready standing up felt like i was actually going to die

it's one thing to be mentally ill but to be so physically ill where i can't even remember one day i don't feel anything is fucking miserable

I don't understand why everyday I wake up and my body feels like I'm dying yet I can't fucking die it's so fucking frustrating then I have to physically be ok to actually attempt what a joke I'm so sick of this.

 

[TraurigerClown]

send you a big hug! i you want, we can dm and maybe i can be at least somewhat there for you cuz im all alone myself