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shamblingshaggoth

shamblingshaggoth

The Bus Is Late (Waiting for the bus in the rain)
Dec 7, 2023
12
Kinda silly thought but is anyone else going to get Xmas gifts for anyone? I am pb and just told the people it was for not to open it until Xmas. That way if I ctb before then they still have a gift. I'm not sure now if that's something that would help them years from now or if it would just bring further heartache.
Thoughts?
 
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just dave

just dave

Member
Dec 12, 2023
33
My best friend CTB 13 years ago on New Years Day. For Christmas that year he gave me a board game called Cranium. I still haven't opened the game because the thought hurts that we were meant to play it together with our spouses.
If he had given me nothing, I think I'd feel better about it.
 
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shamblingshaggoth

shamblingshaggoth

The Bus Is Late (Waiting for the bus in the rain)
Dec 7, 2023
12
Thank you very much for sharing your thoughts and another perspective to think about. I am sorry for the pain you face and hope you are surrounded by lived ones come the holidays this year
 
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asian.neet

asian.neet

Specialist
Oct 13, 2023
307
Kinda silly thought but is anyone else going to get Xmas gifts for anyone? I am pb and just told the people it was for not to open it until Xmas. That way if I ctb before then they still have a gift. I'm not sure now if that's something that would help them years from now or if it would just bring further heartache.
Thoughts?
i got headphones for christmas, but id rather have SN more than anything else
 
shamblingshaggoth

shamblingshaggoth

The Bus Is Late (Waiting for the bus in the rain)
Dec 7, 2023
12
i got headphones for christmas, but id rather have SN more than anything else
It seems super difficult to find a legitimate source and even more difficult to procure without a guide in certain foreign countries. And then there's smuggling it back to your home country
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Kinda silly thought but is anyone else going to get Xmas gifts for anyone? I am pb and just told the people it was for not to open it until Xmas. That way if I ctb before then they still have a gift. I'm not sure now if that's something that would help them years from now or if it would just bring further heartache.
Thoughts?
No, not getting any Christmas gifts for anyone, and not sending any Christmas cards to anyone--Since Patti died, there's little point
 

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