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noname223

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I watched that video very often. When I am deeply suicidal this depicts perfectly how I feel. Your mind can be such a torturous prison. David Foster Wallace also sums it up perfectly. In Infinite Jest he describes how it feels when thoughts accelerate and torture you. When every single thought feels traumatizing. I cannot find the passage. But this man knows very well how it feels when you are severely depressed. I can relate a lot.
(Chester Bennington commmited suicide and was a musician.)
 
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when he says :"there is no sunshine" he said it everything
 
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FuneralCry

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It is very relatable, especially when he says 'I've never been comfortable just being'. People who haven't been properly depressed will never understand. Sometimes it can be hard just simply being conscious. I was sad when he died, you can feel the pain he was experiencing through his band's music in particular the song Given Up.
 
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when he says 'I've never been comfortable just being'.
Why did he have so many kids tho? If that was the case
 
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Mar 22, 2020
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Oh Chester, such a great man!! I miss him! :(
 
DemonicAngel

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Jan 21, 2021
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I miss him so much. I wish I had the guts to go out in the same manner as him. I have a tattoo in his memory. Someday I'll be able to see him and tell him just what he meant and still means to me.
 
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His music was a huge part of my life as a teen in the very late 90's/early 00's. I loved them so much. One of my top bands of all time. When I heard the news I was beyond heartbroken. Chester I hope you are at peace now. Thank you for everything.
 
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Yasuke

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Why did he have so many kids tho? If that was the case
Nobody thinks about the suffering of their kids its just about what I want to natalist. You're nothing but a tool to them just a glorified pet.
 
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He's human like everyone else. No one's better than anyone else I'm afraid.
 

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