nikdiedtoday
Member
- Sep 26, 2022
- 8
hi again so. as far as hanging i feel my options are limited as far as where i can do it. i could get a hotel and do it there but otherwise i don't have a spot and dont want to do it at home for a lot of reasons. i could find the time alone but idk in my house isn't right. also im a bit slow so im worried ill fuck it up. i tried partial when i was younger and lowkey addicted to cough syrup (i gotta talk about that one day i think if i am simply JUST mentally ill the bigger issues started after then like i think my brain broke fully one day or maybe it was after my first attempt idk anyway) but no bs when i tried partial while on cough syrup it felt calming like going to sleep not painful or choking at all it was just like going to sleep. maybe it was the sweet spot and not so much the syrup but god the mix felt amazing. ALSO im not gonna use fancy names here okay like ''dextromethorphan'' lets be fuckin for real.. it was cough syrup i was young.. anyways. my younger sister walked in i covered myself and told her to get out. idk if she knew what i was doing or not i don't think so it happened quick. she left the room quickly but i didn't try again for a while but i think had i kept going it would have worked and the set up was simple and in my closet too so idk maybe it could work. as far as chemical i wanna try making hydrogen sulfide which seems fairly easy. i tried once when i was even more illiterate then i am now and it was EMBARRASSING but i think i could do it fr now. i think i have a spot but it'll be a whole thing getting there so when im alone ill scope it out and update. wondering if anyone has any experience with H2S or any thoughts on the method in general would be helpful. i just want something easy and not too painful but also something i cant really stop once ive started which h2s seems to fit that. any suggestions questions thoughts are welcome. gonna make coffee now and wait for the house to wake up.
talk soon talk soon <3
talk soon talk soon <3
