Checking upon my 4 year old expired N, still looks clear no crystals formed.

[dandan]

I have asked before regarding expired N.
"As long as the water looks clear and no crystals are formed, it should be good. N is very stable."
Thats a summary of what I have read.

I am finding it much harder to live after 4 years of recovery with Testosterone, which does help me to not "feel" depressed but who am I kidding, my soul is.
My "will", I dont know what i want to do in this life, permament sleeps sound lot better.

Its near me and my mom's birthday, I will not travel to see my family like I always did before.
I only want for my birthday to let me die in peace, they already know I've suffered 20 years.
I just want peace.

 

[Aisley]

I'm happy for you having such an ideal method. Someone here used some expired n a few months back. Crystals had formed, but it seems it worked for him. I mean, he never came back. For what it's worth. Enjoy your peace, you deserve it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy you so much for having N as it certainly sounds like the best way to ctb to me, eternal sleep really sounds incredibly ideal, I hope that you eventually find peace from all the suffering.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

You lucky b-----
Jokes aside, god i am jealous and Idk if its expired but

 

[dandan]

I thought it would be easier with N, still having 2nd thoughts but none is really strong , so sad I could soon go.

I'm happy for you having such an ideal method. Someone here used some expired n a few months back. Crystals had formed, but it seems it worked for him. I mean, he never came back. For what it's worth. Enjoy your peace, you deserve it.

Thanks Aisley, mine has no crystals, that must be good. I dont want it to grow crystals.

 

[bed]

it is highly stable, here are two different studies confirming it:

Injectable sodium pentobarbital: Stability at room temperature - PubMed

Pentobarbital sodium (CID: 14075609).

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Stability of pentobarbital sodium after reconstitution in 0.9% sodium chloride injection and repackaging in glass and polypropylene syringes - PubMed

The stability of pentobarbital sodium (10 mg/mL) in 0.9% sodium chloride injection and pentobarbital sodium (50 mg/mL) after repackaging in glass and polypropylene syringes has been studied at 25 deg C by means of a stability-indicating high-performance liquid chromatography assay method. The...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

even if it was cloudy it wouldn't negate it's effects. it might be a little less potent but it an arbitrary reason they use to not use it in a medical setting. Here is an anecdotal report on someone who used both expired and non expired N. there seemed to be a slight loss in potency, as well as the taste being worse for expired N:

Pentobarbital - Erowid Exp - 'Nice but Zombie Effects Long Term'

An Experience with Pentobarbital. 'Nice but Zombie Effects Long Term' by Whynot

erowid.org

some of the bottles were past a use-by date they seemed to be the most foul to drink and provided an inferior experience

 

[dandan]

it is highly stable, here are two different studies confirming it:

Injectable sodium pentobarbital: Stability at room temperature - PubMed

Pentobarbital sodium (CID: 14075609).

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Stability of pentobarbital sodium after reconstitution in 0.9% sodium chloride injection and repackaging in glass and polypropylene syringes - PubMed

The stability of pentobarbital sodium (10 mg/mL) in 0.9% sodium chloride injection and pentobarbital sodium (50 mg/mL) after repackaging in glass and polypropylene syringes has been studied at 25 deg C by means of a stability-indicating high-performance liquid chromatography assay method. The...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

even if it was cloudy it wouldn't negate it's effects. it might be a little less potent but it an arbitrary reason they use to not use it in a medical setting. Here is an anecdotal report on someone who used both expired and non expired N. there seemed to be a slight loss in potency, as well as the taste being worse for expired N:

Pentobarbital - Erowid Exp - 'Nice but Zombie Effects Long Term'

An Experience with Pentobarbital. 'Nice but Zombie Effects Long Term' by Whynot

erowid.org

thanks man, this was really useful, the bottle contains 6.3g so it must be good enough