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Final_frontier
Student
- Feb 23, 2019
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Is there any method I can use to ctb which would be totally undetectable as suicide on autopsy and let my family get an insurance payout. I dont have a policy yet but I'll take one if needed.
I went to med school with mental illness(OCD, anxiety and depression) and i heavily fucked up because of mental illness and wasted my parents at least 50,000 dollars. I made it to final year but I just cant do it anymore. Ive been failing and skipping exams for 2 years because of crippling anxiety and depression. I've had OCD since I was 12 and I still made this stupid decison. I'd rather die than study now, seriously.I shouldve known I'd fuck up but I was delusional of my capabilities and stupidly ambitious. I feel so useless and ashamed.
I've heard that Inert gas method is undetectable and painless. Is this true? Is it difficult to obtain. Should I try to steal a nitrogen cylinder from my hospital? I dunno if this is possible. Are there any other undetectable methods? Thanks.
I went to med school with mental illness(OCD, anxiety and depression) and i heavily fucked up because of mental illness and wasted my parents at least 50,000 dollars. I made it to final year but I just cant do it anymore. Ive been failing and skipping exams for 2 years because of crippling anxiety and depression. I've had OCD since I was 12 and I still made this stupid decison. I'd rather die than study now, seriously.I shouldve known I'd fuck up but I was delusional of my capabilities and stupidly ambitious. I feel so useless and ashamed.
I've heard that Inert gas method is undetectable and painless. Is this true? Is it difficult to obtain. Should I try to steal a nitrogen cylinder from my hospital? I dunno if this is possible. Are there any other undetectable methods? Thanks.