Venting Catching the bus right now

[cantthinkofanickname]

Just talked with my mom. She said she wants to leave all of us behind an run away. Guess who runs away first...

 

[Elbarado]

hey we are here for you can we help you by talking

 

[Jean4]

Do you want to talk? We are here.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I'm here for you

 

[Nem]

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry, @cantthinkofanickname - it sounds like there's a lot of pain in your family. Do you want to tell us about it? How can we help?

 

[WhyIsLife56]

 

[Thereisnothing]

It maybe helpful to you to share how you are feeling, so you dont feel so alone right now and dont forget that you certainly aren't alone, even if it feels so very desperate right now. xx

 

[enjoy]

we're all here for you. you can talk to us. we love you.

 

[OrangeLounge]

Please feel free to vent to us. No judgement here.

 

[dandan]

We have terrible experiences and lives too, you've been strong for a long time I guess, holding it up? Damm, we are still here ...

 

[Thanatos]

If she wants to vent she will, my guess is she has higher priorities like making sure her plan is solid

 

[Soul]

Are you somewhere secure and comfortable, @cantthinkofanickname?

 

[BPD Barbie]

Please don't rush into things. Think long and hard about it, we're here to talk with. You're not alone.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

If he wants to vent he will, my guess is he has higher priorities like making sure his plan is solid

The OP is female

 

[Thanatos]

The OP is female

Thanks I edited my post, didnt recognize the username so I just guessed male mb

 

[dandan]

I have the N bottle ready in the fridge , I might just flip one day hahaha, casually , I'm over depression(finally), but living and specially making a living is truly a mystery and I need some security , i feel so unhelpful / unhelpable , incapable. I'm trying to find something to be good at... but i was good at depression for twenty years. I ain't got nothing from the past , it's like starting from scratch at nearly 40 hahahha damm, I'm truly a little terrified, probably N is the best way, but I hold 20 years and I'm finally okay, and now because of money and financial situation am I chickening out?
Am I a little stupid and a pussy?
Yes , because of financials I'm thinking in chickening out and be a pussy and take THE N.
I've just discover that writing, damm I'm so mistaken and a coward hahahha
I better find something to do , the N way is not cool , not while im fucking healthy !
But what am I gonna do??? The question loops me over and over, I need an answer

 

[dandan]

May I ask 'how you doing today?'

 

[Starrywaters]

Most of the people here are only here because of something traumatic or life altering. That might be family stresses, work, health... the 'reasons' are endless but know that you are surrounded here by people who will listen, without judgement.

 

[Mloureiro]

Please, take a moment, breath deeply. Don't rush into anything. We are all ears

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I don't think she's here anymore..
Rest in peace

 

[TAW122]

If you are still around, I hope you find peace, but if you aren't anymore, then I hope your journey to the void is a peaceful one.

 

[Moonicide]

It breaks my heart to read this... May you rest in peace, love.

 

[Nem]

Peace/hugs

 

[jaypee061995]

Rest in Peace

 

[EveryBreathIsWar]

Just talked with my mom. She said she wants to leave all of us behind an run away. Guess who runs away first...

I'm not telling you not to go ahead with it as that is your own choice and yours only and I value and respect that but I do urge you not to go and do something out of impulse in the heat of the moment as your mind will most likely change once you and your mum or situation dies down and your in a more rational state of mind with your intentions. However if you do ctb then I understand and wish you all the best and may the pain end.. Rest in peace.

 

[SickSadWorld]

Just talked with my mom. She said she wants to leave all of us behind an run away. Guess who runs away first...

Don't leave cause of other people or even cause of yourself, you deserve the world, I love you. Stay alive.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I hope you are safe, wherever you are <3

 

[AlreadyGone]

I hope you found peace.