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- Nov 1, 2020
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I am starting this thread to get this out of my head.
I feel bad but justified, i just lectured mom on why we need to stop
shitting on people due to the way that they look.
I love mom but she can be an asshole sometimes.
I'm going through a difficult twitchy epsiode, getting out of bed
is a literal fight with myself, i'm awake most of that time. i just can't get out of bed.
I'm tired of looking out for her but, i am committed. She has me which isn't terrible but,
for what she gave up for all of us i think she deserved better.
I have to remember that i'm a caretaker, i rank second. This thought keeps me here most of the time.
It was definitely a breakdown that lead me here. It's the first one i wasn't hospitalized for.
I'm level in the swing of things but as to the overall, i think i should be in the hospital if for
any other reason, I NEEED A VACATION.
It's maddening to care for an elderly parent who's punchy and stubborn. STUBBORN.
She's not suffering from dementia or parkinsons but her memory is going.
She broke down in tears one night and let it out about how she felt abandoned
by eveyone, how they only show up when they need something, and how everyone is just waiting for her to die.
It's a truth that i hate my family for. I had no words of comfort.
Does anybody here have experience in this department ? How did/do you stay sane, and not drown?
I feel bad but justified, i just lectured mom on why we need to stop
shitting on people due to the way that they look.
I love mom but she can be an asshole sometimes.
I'm going through a difficult twitchy epsiode, getting out of bed
is a literal fight with myself, i'm awake most of that time. i just can't get out of bed.
I'm tired of looking out for her but, i am committed. She has me which isn't terrible but,
for what she gave up for all of us i think she deserved better.
I have to remember that i'm a caretaker, i rank second. This thought keeps me here most of the time.
It was definitely a breakdown that lead me here. It's the first one i wasn't hospitalized for.
I'm level in the swing of things but as to the overall, i think i should be in the hospital if for
any other reason, I NEEED A VACATION.
It's maddening to care for an elderly parent who's punchy and stubborn. STUBBORN.
She's not suffering from dementia or parkinsons but her memory is going.
She broke down in tears one night and let it out about how she felt abandoned
by eveyone, how they only show up when they need something, and how everyone is just waiting for her to die.
It's a truth that i hate my family for. I had no words of comfort.
Does anybody here have experience in this department ? How did/do you stay sane, and not drown?