I want to do this method to end my life and I want to make sure I do it as best as I can. Anybody help?
I don't know what that means but I assume my method. Seems like the best most realistic way for me to die.
UpandDownPrincess
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- Dec 31, 2019
- 833
You're going to want to do a lot of reading and get to know our shorthand.
There is a ton of information here but you must do your own research and make your own decisions.
Best of luck to you, whether you stay with us or not.
I'm asking why you want to die
Sorry if that's personal but there forums are anon, I just wanted to help
1. need : car, a relative remote location but not too remote as to never be found, charcoal, chimney starter, charcoal grill, a few bricks, sleeping pills + beer.
2. Park the car at the chosen place with a mountain view in the evening, right before darkness.
3. Starts preparation and put the charcoal into the chimney starter to get things going, outside of the car.
4. That takes about 1 hour, so start typing scheduled emails to be sent out next morning to notify people my upcoming death and where to find my dead body.
5. Once the charcoal turn grey/white with little smoke, move them from the chimney starter to the charcoal grill
6. Place the charcoal grill inside the car on top of the few bricks for heat insulation purpose.
7. Get in, close the doors/windows, take the sleeping pills and sip some beer. (around 8pm?)
8. Close my eyes and ....hopefully pass away peacefully and painlessly.
then...hopefully my scheduled emails will be read in the morning when my consciousness is gone and police will be notified to find my dead-body as well as my letters. My dead body should still be relatively whole without worms crawling and disgusting body liquids all over. It will be examined within a day and sent straight to cremation, then my family will spread my ash in my pre-designated area.
2. Park the car at the chosen place with a mountain view in the evening, right before darkness.
3. Starts preparation and put the charcoal into the chimney starter to get things going, outside of the car.
4. That takes about 1 hour, so start typing scheduled emails to be sent out next morning to notify people my upcoming death and where to find my dead body.
5. Once the charcoal turn grey/white with little smoke, move them from the chimney starter to the charcoal grill
6. Place the charcoal grill inside the car on top of the few bricks for heat insulation purpose.
7. Get in, close the doors/windows, take the sleeping pills and sip some beer. (around 8pm?)
8. Close my eyes and ....hopefully pass away peacefully and painlessly.
then...hopefully my scheduled emails will be read in the morning when my consciousness is gone and police will be notified to find my dead-body as well as my letters. My dead body should still be relatively whole without worms crawling and disgusting body liquids all over. It will be examined within a day and sent straight to cremation, then my family will spread my ash in my pre-designated area.
Don't want to work for the next 40 years miserably to just survive and I don't find any meaning in suffering or life.
Thank you for this.
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I understand but it doesn't have to be miserable there are tons of opportunities for everyone, have you tried getting into IT?
GoingNowhereFast
Member
- Feb 11, 2020
- 16
On step 6, I think you should leave the charcoal in the car for about 30-45 to let the co lvl build up before getting in. In theory, it should be a quicker death than getting in at the same time u put the charcoal in the car, especially if you are not monitoring the levels..
On step 6, put the charcoal in the car/closed space FIRST for a while(I'd say about 45mins). You want to aim for high CO levels before u get in
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1. what needed : car, a relative remote location but not too remote as to never be found, charcoal, chimney starter, charcoal grill, a few bricks, sleeping pills + beer.
2. Park the car at the chosen place on a sunny day with a mountain view in the evening, right before darkness.
3. Put the charcoal into the chimney starter to get things going, outside of the car.
4. That takes about 1 hour, so start typing scheduled emails to be sent out next morning to notify people of my upcoming death and where to find my dead body.
5. Once the charcoal turn grey/white with little smoke, move them from the chimney starter to the charcoal grill
6. Place the charcoal grill inside the car on top of the few bricks for heat insulation purpose.
7. Wait for around 30 mins for the CO level to build up inside the car. Put the chimney started into the compartment.
8. Get in, close the doors/windows, take the sleeping pills and sip some beer.
9. Close my eyes and ....hopefully pass away peacefully and painlessly.
2. Park the car at the chosen place on a sunny day with a mountain view in the evening, right before darkness.
3. Put the charcoal into the chimney starter to get things going, outside of the car.
4. That takes about 1 hour, so start typing scheduled emails to be sent out next morning to notify people of my upcoming death and where to find my dead body.
5. Once the charcoal turn grey/white with little smoke, move them from the chimney starter to the charcoal grill
6. Place the charcoal grill inside the car on top of the few bricks for heat insulation purpose.
7. Wait for around 30 mins for the CO level to build up inside the car. Put the chimney started into the compartment.
8. Get in, close the doors/windows, take the sleeping pills and sip some beer.
9. Close my eyes and ....hopefully pass away peacefully and painlessly.
There's virtually no scenario I can imagine were I'm not going to be unhappy so I'm better off dead. We all die anyways what's the point of living until I get old miserably working 40 hours a week
I agree. question is if there are people you would like to spend time with. If not, probably you are logically right
No not really not at the expense of my own suffering nor the risk of it. There's too much pain to be had in this world it's better not to exist because all the good to be had aren't greater in proportion nor comparable it's disporptionate.
I want this method too. I just don't have a car, so am going to use a tent.
It's ironic because my dad is a gas engineer, and is always talking about the dangers of CO. But he knows I don't want to suffer indefinitely, and I've been suffering so long. I am going to try and bear just one more year. Then I am out of here.
I literally get jealous of everyone who CTB. And when I talk about it I feel relief and I laugh - and the rest of the time, I never laugh.
I know how much I want this life over.
It's ironic because my dad is a gas engineer, and is always talking about the dangers of CO. But he knows I don't want to suffer indefinitely, and I've been suffering so long. I am going to try and bear just one more year. Then I am out of here.
I literally get jealous of everyone who CTB. And when I talk about it I feel relief and I laugh - and the rest of the time, I never laugh.
I know how much I want this life over.
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