Venting Can't succeed at CTB.

[gone-with-the-wind]

I have tried a number of times and never succeeded. I feel like I'm too much of a coward. I always end up freaking out and telling someone or stopping myself or I just cant do it at all. It's an awful feeling, being trapped here. just venting.

 

[omoidarui]

You need to overcome that obstacle on your own I think. We can't give you encouragement to die.

 

[thedutchguy]

Ever thought of maybe you don't really want to CTB but instead want the help you need to over come your thoughts?

 

[Empty Smile]

Being able to ctb wasn't made to be easy. If it was, none of us would be here now.