JustAnotherSuicider
Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
- Dec 28, 2019
- 98
So I tried to pass out by closing my carotid artery today to test it before actual attempt, and I failed to do it.
I placed rope just right down below my Adam's apple and then pulled two crossed ends of the rope in opposite directions behind me. I get blur vision and headache instantly, I also was able to hear my heart beating and that strange filling like my head is full of blood or something. But that's it, I waited for one minute and nothing else happened.
What I'm doing wrong? According to resources I was supposed to black out after ~10 seconds. I definitely get the right spot. I tried to pull rope even stronger, but it was the same as before. Maybe I just need more time to pass out? But after minute it's getting so uncomfortable that I can't hold it any longer. Now I'm just all dizzy and my neck hurts.
I placed rope just right down below my Adam's apple and then pulled two crossed ends of the rope in opposite directions behind me. I get blur vision and headache instantly, I also was able to hear my heart beating and that strange filling like my head is full of blood or something. But that's it, I waited for one minute and nothing else happened.
What I'm doing wrong? According to resources I was supposed to black out after ~10 seconds. I definitely get the right spot. I tried to pull rope even stronger, but it was the same as before. Maybe I just need more time to pass out? But after minute it's getting so uncomfortable that I can't hold it any longer. Now I'm just all dizzy and my neck hurts.