Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
No school or job for four years. No friends in real life or online. Can't connect with anyone. Parents getting older everyday. Everything I hope for ends up terribly. Nothing appeals to me anymore. My life is a net loss. Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge. I wanted to jump off the bridge tonight but my will to live is too strong thanks to the medication. I know death is the only cure for me and I seek it every night.
 
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throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
I am in a very similar situation.
 
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Sickman75

Sickman75

Swing On The Spiral
Jan 27, 2019
572
No school or job for four years. No friends in real life or online. Can't connect with anyone. Parents getting older everyday. Everything I hope for ends up terribly. Nothing appeals to me anymore. My life is a net loss. Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge. I wanted to jump off the bridge tonight but my will to live is too strong thanks to the medication. I know death is the only cure for me and I seek it every night.
You sound just like me when I was that age. Exactly the same right daown to the T.
Did you drop out of school? Is that why you said no school or job for 4 years?
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge.

I'm telling myself that too, I have overprotective parents, which destroyed my life along with social withdrawal.
 
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