Raggas
Suicide is self expression
- Dec 31, 2018
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No school or job for four years. No friends in real life or online. Can't connect with anyone. Parents getting older everyday. Everything I hope for ends up terribly. Nothing appeals to me anymore. My life is a net loss. Sometimes I wish my parents were strict and kicked me out of the house so I could go starve under a bridge. I wanted to jump off the bridge tonight but my will to live is too strong thanks to the medication. I know death is the only cure for me and I seek it every night.