Venting Can't even get out of bed today...

[Catching_the_bus]

Today is one of my really bad days.... The issue is that I have an appointment with my psychiatrist today but I don't even have the energy to get out of bed... I can't cancel the appointment for risk of hospitalization... If I can't manage to get out of bed and make it to this appointment today then he's going to call the police for a wellness check and I'm screwed... Why does the mental health system have to make life even more excruciating... I just want to sleep all day.... I feel so stuck... If I cancel he will have me involuntarily hospitalized... If I don't show up he will have the police banging on my door and I could end up hospitalized... Right now we are doing WEEKLY appointments instead of monthly because it was the only way I was able to escape being hospitalized... But I just don't have the energy... I want to be left alone.. he thinks he's "helping me" but he's making everything worse... I am just so exhausted....

 

[Sulyya]

Wishing you the best, if you can manage to go or not..

 

[guayabas]

that's super uncool of him, I'm sorry. I'm guessing telehealth isn't an option? if not, it should be. you deserve accessible healthcare without all this added stress

 

[Catching_the_bus]

that's super uncool of him, I'm sorry. I'm guessing telehealth isn't an option? if not, it should be. you deserve accessible healthcare without all this added stress

Unfortunately telehealth is not an option that he has given me... I am so tired of going to these appointments knowing that I will never get better... I might just stay on bed and let whatever happens happen... If the police do show up I can try to muster up the strength and energy to put on a fake smile and convince them that everything is fine

Wishing you the best, if you can manage to go or not..

Thank you

 

[guayabas]

Unfortunately telehealth is not an option that he has given me... I am so tired of going to these appointments knowing that I will never get better... I might just stay on bed and let whatever happens happen... If the police do show up I can try to muster up the strength and energy to put on a fake smile and convince them that everything is fine

Thank you

doesn't hurt to ask, even if he hasn't offered. up to you though, good luck!

 

[SSGoingInsane]

I don't really understand this. What's the point of therapy if you are forced to come and if you don't you get forcefully hospitalized, but if you DO come, you get screwed by the police?

 

[dopaminedeath]

Maybe offer the cops some pizza?
Get it from the shops then tell the cops you were making it from scratch, but lost track of time. Now offer some to them. They have no choice but to leave, because pizza is irresistible and they caved to the bribe

But for real hope you pull through, this is heavy stuff

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a really awful situation, it certainly seems as though the mental health system just creates even more suffering and makes things worse for people. Forcing people into a psych ward against their wishes is so cruel to me, I hope that you don't end up in there.

 

[WorthlessCoward]

Your psychiatrist can call in on the cops to check on you? Mine couldn't give less of a damn except for the money of course