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Imgonnadie
Student
- Oct 16, 2018
- 112
When thinking that I'll probably kill myself suddenly doing, caring about, or enjoying anything becomes quite difficult. Why cook good food if I'm gonna die? Why socialize if I'm gonna die? Why try in my classes? Why do anything?
I don't know what can help me short of winning the lottery. I'll admit I've only see one psychiatrist that said we could do talk therapy but it was useless and fizzled out. I haven't got high hopes for others. Mental healthcare is trash. I'm scared of most medication. What I really need is a better childhood and support system. Can't teach that.
I don't know what can help me short of winning the lottery. I'll admit I've only see one psychiatrist that said we could do talk therapy but it was useless and fizzled out. I haven't got high hopes for others. Mental healthcare is trash. I'm scared of most medication. What I really need is a better childhood and support system. Can't teach that.